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2007-10-04T01:55:00.000+08:00

CATCH ME!

Catch me @ LiveJournal...

http://galactikcaptain.livejournal.com

2007-10-03T04:00:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY!

Haven't been logging for ages due to the critic week and project week, been busy rushing work and hanging out with my friends. They have really been helping me, spending all their time with me, guiding me and attempting to matchmake me. Guys if you are reading this, I'm perfectly fine being single!

Time never heals, it only makes one get used to the pain and loss...it no longer bothers me, all the best to you and everyone around me and CHEERIOS!

2007-09-24T06:33:00.000+08:00

6.33am...

I just got home from hanging with Yan, Claire, Aspharr, Shan, Nelson and Kenny. Went to HongKong Cafe, Kovan for late dinner before hanging out nearby. We pretty much just crapped about nothing and had really nice long chats about ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends. One more thing, the girls said guys like me are extinct! I feel so happy...yet so stupid!

Gonna meet Ivan later to get shots for our Night Safari advertising project, gotta print my IKEA ads as well. So much to do but so little time! Anyway, my fever still hasn't subside, cough is getting worse, sorethroat getting worse and flu is definitely worse!

Sleepless nights, heavy smoking and excessive drinking is definitely beginning to take a toll on my body and health...

2007-09-21T02:58:00.000+08:00

I've made up my mind once and for all...

It's kinda sad for to realise this now but I have decided to let you go, if it's meant to be...we will still end up together by fate so I guess I'll move on with my life. Just be happy and that's all I ask for, after all these I learnt to be a better person and also a stronger person. Whatever shall happen after all these, let's leave it to fate...

Hung out with PingPing and Kel for drinks at Hougang Point, we chatted till 2am but PingPing had to go first because she has to buy food back for her boyfriend. I'm down with high fever since Wednesday and now it seems to be getting worse...it's 3am and I'm gonna go continue doing my work.

2007-09-20T02:44:00.000+08:00

It's been ages...

Since I last blogged, have been really busy with school work lately and also spending lotsa time with my friends. I'm still contemplating to give up LASALLE for my overseas studies...I'm just too hesitant to let go of everyone and everything.

If you are reading this, you will know my answer real soon or should I say the first. It seems like you are getting along better with him and you are really happy. I have never seen you so happy during our 3 years relationship, sad to say I was actually torturing you but all I need to know is whether you still love me? Tell me how you feel and I will tell you how I feel...

Life is still so different without you, every night I yearn to have you by my side cuddling me to sleep. Everyday I yearn to see you and hear your voice, every weekends I yearn to spend my idle days with you doing nothing. In short I just yearn to have you back, I hope you feel me too!

Gonna go sleep now, its 3am and I have Screen-based at 12noon. I hope to hear or see you soon, I still have to say it...I STILL LOVE AND MISS YOU!

2007-09-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

Met up again and school is killing me!

Just got home, it's almost 2am...

Went to school alone today as Wan wasn't feeling well, Colin's class went quite well but submission is next week and I'm still lagging behind! Went home straight after class to rush Colin's work again...

It's been days since I last slept and there is still PPD session to attend later, bloody waste of time! Headed to Q-Bistro earlier in the night to meet Claire, Kenny and gang. Played pool, drank milkshakes, chit-chatted and smoked like nobody's business. The rest left at about midnight while Kenny and I stayed behind to accompany Claire 'cause her work ends at 1am. Shared a cab home and now I'm gonna continue with Colin's work again...

2007-09-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

Met up with the them again...

Went to Hougang Interchange to get my EZ Link card replaced, headed down to Cityhall 'cause Jon wanna get a haircut. His hairstylist wasn't working so we ended up slacking at Millenia Walk, Starbucks till late afternoon before heading home. Did some work till 9 plus before heading down to Hougang Mall to meet Claire, Kenny and his friends (I forgot their names)...

Slacked, drank and chatted till midnight before heading home. Kenny went separate ways with his friends while I took a bus back with Claire. I'm gonna go continue with Colin's work...15 pages down and 15 more to go!

2007-09-10T05:52:00.000+08:00

Meeting new friends!

Just got home and its 6am...

Chatted on WLNY and managed to make and meet a group of new friends, met up at Kovan, HongKong Cafe for a drink and chat. I met lotsa new friends today and they super funny! First up the girls are Shan, Claire, Mango and Weili...while the guys are Kenny, Ta Ming, Liang Wei, Rayner, Kel and Wilson. Gonna be meeting up more often, i found myself for slacking kakis!

I'm gonna go continue with Colin's work...sigh!

2007-09-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

Feel the way I feel...

Saturday:
Jon came over early in the morning to dump the snake at my place, the snake is mine! Hung around for awhile before deciding to catch a movie. We rushed down to Plaza Singapura to catch Rogue Assassin sneak preview! It's a bloody good movie with a least expected plot, a MUST WATCH!

After movie, went back to school to pick Jyne and Jacq up 'cause we are heading down to Fullerton, Starbucks to slack. Had a drink, smoke and chat before splitting up again. Jyne and Jacq went down to Timbre to meet Kimmy and Widya while I head over to Marina Square to meet Wan. Took a bus back and had supper together.

Sunday:
Probably staying home to do Colin's work...

2007-09-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hectic week!

School and schedule has been tight this week, Colin wasn't happy with our class as we slacked too much and produced too little work. Now he expects 30 pages of sketches, explorations and rendering by next Tuesday.

Then Hidayah has been stressing on CPJ which I haven't even gone to get yet. CPJ holds a lot of marks and I'm stressed out just thinking about what kinda sketchbook to get!

Eugene's work is the most tedious of all, we have to create a scene of disaster using the school and it has got to look natural! Damn stressed out just by thinking about what composition to come up with.

Yesterday is the worst! I overslept and woke up late, rushed down to school alone. Took the train to school for the first time and I hate it to the core 'cause it is super super cramp! Met her on the way to school, ran off to class as soon as I step into school. Luckily I wasn't late for class but my group still didn't get to present because the rest took too long. But the other half of my class did an EXCELLENT JOB! Gotta dress up next Friday again...

Presentation for Penny went quite well, but there is some editing to do before submitting to her again. The thing is I have yet to start! Damn lazy to do anything nowadays...this is what I wore today.

I can't rotate it!

Still can't be rotated!

Here are the people who I love and adore in class,

Weijian, Sukyi, Jenny, Jiajun, Nam, Jaymz and Raz

Shafiee and Ivan

Hadi, Joshua, Jeremy, Gabriel, Vanessa, Fareeza, Vernon and Ryan

During our break we went over to Rochor Soya Bean for tea break,

Tea break with the class!

Courtesy of Nam!

2007-09-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

Modem's back, broadband's up...

Life has been hell without internet for the past whole week...

This few days are gonna be tight, submission of Disaster is tomorrow, presentation for Visual Essay is on Friday and Post It ads are due on Friday too! HELP!

I'm still not in the mood for school, I still feel like lazing around and on top of that you are the main reason that I can't cope. Have been doing nothing lately other than hanging around in school to do work.

I don't know what else to blog now, having a mental block...anyways here are some random pictures, enjoy!

I love this particular page of this particular book!

Ta-Dah! Isabelle, our new lecturer.

Cinema-like seats, super comfy!

The guys and I at Mosi Cafe, Haji Lane.

My new friend/pet/toy...super effective tool of fear for the girls!

A little snake Jon caught...

He might catch one for me, or give me this one.

2007-09-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

An entry specially for you...

I know how you feel about me but there is nothing I can do or will do to make you come back but I still believe that someday we'll end up together again...

There is so much to leave behind, a love that I just can't leave behind or let go. I miss you small but lovely eyes, I miss your little button nose and I miss your little lovely lips! I miss everything we used to have from the quarrels to the stupid meaningless fun we had. I miss the little nonsensical stuff you like to do like biting my ear, biting my nose and tongue etc. I miss how you always demand for a gift everytime I made you angry and also how you always tricked me into buying stuff for you. I miss the way your little brother bug me to play games with him, I miss joking around with your mum and dad. I remember how you always snuggle up in my bed and falling asleep instantly and I miss going to the supermarket with you to buy groceries with you. I miss making dinner for you, I miss your voice, I miss your touch, I miss your laughter and most of all, I miss holding you and telling you how much I love you!

Things have been going on quite well for me and I hope it's the same for you. The only thing bothering me is whether you are happy? There is so much I wanna say but I guess my blog ain't exactly the right place to do it...

Whatever happens, I'm still here for you and time will prove! Anyways to everyone out there, I might be leaving for New York at the end of October and I hope by then you will tell me that you want to be my reason to stay...I will be waiting patiently!

2007-08-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

FUCKING HORRIBLE START OF THE WEEK!!!

Lost my cardholder this morning, my ATM card, Debit card, EZ Link card, Cashcard, IC and the special card you gave me are all gone...GONE!

Rushed down to Raffles Place to meet the gang for filming, totally lost my mood for the day! Headed back to school to wrap up for the day, bought BK and ate outside class on the floor like a bunch of Banglah workers. Penny's class went quite well and fun but I just didn't have the mood furthermore I saw you today...

Haven't been blogging due to my broadband, it crashed on me! Even till now I'm at MacDonald's using their wireless while doing my research for Colin.

23rd August:
- Went back to school for lesson with Eugene, I learnt a lot today!
- Had chicken rice with Ivan, Hadi, Raz and Jaymz.

24 August:
- My elder sis flew off to Bangkok with her friends, she's gonna buy stuff for me!
- Went to town with Jon to get my skinnies, I bought April 77!
- Spoke to Diana at her counter before heading down to Marina Square.
- Wanted to meet Wan after work but the rest turned up too.
- Wanted to catch a late movie with Ivy, Andrena, Daniel, Gabe, Stanley and Wan but there weren't any suitable show times.

25 August:
- Met Vivian at your place nearby to help her out with her scrap-booking for her dream guy.
- Felt like shit while doing the scrap-book...I miss you so!
- Jon joined us for awhile before heading off and having Diana join us.
- Diana said it's lotsa fun doing work together and we pretty much crapped around the whole time.
- Went home at 2.30am and noticed that you were already home.
- Shared cab with Diana.

26 August:
- Went to Kate's place to chill, she came onto me but it doesn't feel right.
- Went down to Wheelock, Starbucks to meet Jyne, Widya, Kimmy and Tanya.
- Slacked around alil' while before heading down to Vivo City to meet Jon.
- Had super late dinner alone at BK before heading home with Jon.

2007-08-22T10:39:00.000+08:00

I'll be by your side just like the moon in the sky!

I don't know if you still remember this sentence we used to assure each other...

Anyways went Compass Point, Starbucks again yesterday to chill but yesterday was scary but fun! Jon took my EZ link card and forced me to talk to a stranger 'cause she looks attractive. After all the commotion, they left without leaving any contacts and that was the saddest part.

Spoke to Jeannie and Pauline last night, as usual Pauline started to get cranky due to studying while Jeannie asked if we could get to know each other better. She then complained about her new haircut but I still think she looks fine. Cheer up Jeannie!

Had class with Colin yesterday and it was damn hilarious and and...I have mental block so I guess I'll blog another time.

2007-08-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

Is this the end?

I wanna watch the night sky lit up by stars with you,
I wanna catch a movie with you,
I wanna dine at a restaurant with you,
I wanna hold you close and dance under the moonlight!

I wanna fulfill all these before the end of my time in LASALLE, had a really rough argument today but ended with a good talk. I feel so much better after getting everything off my chest and I hope you feel the same. I sincerely apologise for what I said, it was mean of me.

I promise I'll be back when the time is right, all the best to whatever you have now. Call me if anything crops up, REMEMBER!

Let's give it another shot in the near future...

2007-08-19T11:31:00.000+08:00

The decision is set...

I'm sorry for what I said...

A dream of being an American/New Yorker doesn't seem so unreachable anymore. let's all be tiny peeps in the big apple!

2007-08-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

Timbre session went quite well...

Last night I met up with Jyne at Far East to pick her up before heading down to The Esplanade, there was a fucking horrible jam due to the fireworks display at Marina Bay. The moment we got off, Jyne started walking super quickly to Timbre as she was starving for her pizza.

Drank, ate and listened to music...before things started to happen and I admit I got affected by it and didn't wanna be a party pooper. Left a few times to make phone calls and smoke breaks, my sorethroat is definitely getting worse! Coughed out lotsa blood when we were about to leave...

The girls are super fun and wild especially Widya! She is super funny and friendly but I'm sorry I wasn't in the mood to party, especially to Jyne 'cause I made her worry about me. The funniest thing that happened was the way Jyne and Widya nag at me about smoking and also Jyne chasing me in circles as she wanted to confiscate my cigarettes! Kimmy and Jacq are just as crazy but I didn't really talked to much and needless to say about the guys, we didn't talk at all.

Jyne had to leave early so I accompanied home, reached home at about 2.30am. Washed up and laid around before crashing in for the night. On the way home, I found out that Jyne sleeps with her eyes wide open, looks kinda creepy!

Went out with Kate in the afternoon for drinks and chat at Starbucks, felt bad about how I rejected her that time. She seems really sweet and sincere but I don't know how I feel about her...but I wanna thank you guys for trying to matchmake us!

After sending her back, headed down to Kovan for dinner with Diana and Vivian. Slacked around and chatted with them after dinner before heading back to meet Jon for drinks and smoke. I wanna wish Cat a SAFE and PLEASANT TRIP as she is returning to Thailand for her grandpa's death anniversary. Now that she is gone, I feel kinda sad that she can no longer gimme the attention and of course no more kinky fun!

Anyway I'm really confused with all mixed feelings for the girls, they are...

Victoria: 18, rocker girl, full of super attractive vibe!

Lydia: 15, net baller, into art, sweet and funny!

Cat: 18, Thai-Chinese, kinky, sweet and talkative

Kate: 17, sweet, gentle and stylish
Roxanne: 17, Eurasian, friendly, talkative, very expressive and daring
I barely knew Kate and Roxanne so no photos yet...

Someone save me! I can't decide but all I know is Victoria and Lydia are top on the list...
Gonna meet Vivian tomorrow again...but before that might be meeting Roxanne 'cause she just asked me out, I got to know her because the same guys tried to matchmake us too and I can say they won't stop till I get myself a girlfriend!

I wanna talk to Lydia so badly, Lydia come online! I'm gonna ask her out for movie 'cause Vivian gave me two complimentary tickets to the movie, Poltergay.

2007-08-17T16:32:00.000+08:00

Downpour in the morning!

Went to school with Jyne in the morning, Wan was actually on the same bus too. The moment the three of us reached school, it started to rain heavily and students start to enter school drenched. Called Diana to check if she was stuck in the rain, she took her cab to school with her, I then bumped into them in school. Walked up to them but only spoke to Diana 'cause I don't see the need to talk to her or rather I feel like I don't know like as if she is a stranger. I guess that's a good thing! I'm so over you man!

One more thing, when Diana asked you if you wanted to patch with me it was out of kindness. She really didn't want you to regret your decision and she wants you to wake up from your stupid selfish thinking! She asked you to come back but I never said I would take you back and it definitely doesn't mean I'm still waiting for you! I have long moved on...

School was alright today and after class we went to Waterloo Market for lunch again with the gang and as usual we took up three tables. Talked to Diana again after lunch as I bumped into her on the way out of Waterloo Market.

After lunch we headed back to school for Advertising class with Penny, she seems nice so far and the lesson was kinda fun and light. Now that I'm home, I'm gonna go shower and get ready to meet Jyne later. We are going down to Timbre with her friends, I'm so gonna enjoy myself tonight!

I hope everyone has a GREAT WEEKEND TOO!

2007-08-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

Down with flu, sorethroat, cough and slight fever...

Sometimes I wished I had a girlfriend so she can help look after me when I'm sick but apparently I do not have one. I envy couples when I see them but when I ask myself, I found out that I gave up on love a long time ago...
Have been coughing for days and my nose has been running since yesterday and now the fever is kicking in. Don't even wanna get to the sorethroat, must be all the heavy smoking that is burning my throat!

Went for a haircut with Wan and Raz yesterday, I got half my head shaved off and I do mean literally half of my head. Wan said I was a crazy bastard, Elson couldn't believe I actually went with it while Raz said it looks nice.

Had lunch with them before going down to Kovan to slack, we then went home after that. Stayed home till evening before meeting Vivian for dinner and chat. After going to the par sar ma lam with her, I sent her off and went home to had my dinner. After dinner I met Jon for a drink and smoke before turning in for the night.

Went to school today, the journey was freaking long and boring man! Had screen-based class today with Eugene, after class I went to the Waterloo Market for lunch with Kooch, Ivan, Razalee, Raz and Jaymz. After lunch we went seperate ways as we all live in different ends of Singapore.

Anyway it's my dreamgirl's birthday today! So I wanna wish her a happy, crazy, wild and monstrous 18th birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTORIA!!!
Can't wait to go out with you, see ya soon!

Maybe meeting Vivian later...but ended up meeting Jyne to chill at Compass Point, Starbucks. We had a really long and enjoyable heart to heart talk, Jon then joined us at about 9 plus. Going to school with Jyne in the morning and also meeting her at night as we are going to Timbre! CHILL TIME!

She calls me Cartoon!

2007-08-14T23:35:00.001+08:00

School starts!

I don't care if you bother about what I say but I wanna tell you this, LISTEN TO YOUR FRIENDS! Boyfriends/girlfriends come and go but friends are the ones who stay and help us out. Please think about it thoroughly and decide what you really want before your friends give up on you and it's really sad not to have friends.

If you ask me if I enjoyed what we had in the past, the answer is YES.
If you ask me if I missed what we had in the past, the answer is YES.
If you ask me if I want to start again, the answer is I DON'T KNOW 'cause you hurt me too many times to put myself on the line again.

Get this into your head, trust your friends and allow them to guide you. Make the right decision for yourself and never regret. From today onwards, I wouldn't be here for you until you decide what you want...

Monday:
Anyways school started yesterday and orientation was a bore! The only interesting part was introducing the lecturers. I bumped into a few familiar face in school and the first was Grace! It seems like she is the only one that I keep meeting in school, be it the new or old campus. After orientation I joined the rest for lunch at Sunshine Plaza, we had the famous wanton mee. During lunch I bumped into Joyz and she said I look different, look better. Anyway it's been a long time since we met and she looks as cute as before! After lunch, I bumped into Jyne and as usual she will make fun of me and I gotta admit she is looking more beautiful everytime I see her.

Peeps at lunch: Daniel, Gabriel, Brandon, CK, Felix, Hazril, Nick, Ivy, Jacq, May, Esther, Euphe, Andrena and me.

After lunch we decided to go to The Cathay to see if there was any movie to catch, unfortunately there wasn't so we headed down to town. CK, Daniel, Brandon, Gabriel, Hazril and Felix went to play pool at Cineleisure while Ivy, Esther, Jacq, May, Euphe, Andrena and I went for coffee at Starbucks. Nick went home halfway without informing anyone...

After slacking at Starbucks, the girls went home while the guys headed down to Lucky Plaza for dinner. After dinner Felix and Hazril went to work while the rest of us headed to the MRT station. I took a train back with Gabriel while Brandon went home with Daniel.

Tuesday:
Today's briefing was short and bloody confusing, after briefing the same gang went for lunch but this time round it's even bigger than Monday's. We headed to the 24 hours Banquet food court near our school and had Murtabak. I also bumped into Grace AGAIN, Sofian and someone I least expected Wency! It's been some time since we last saw each other and she's back for Foundation studies...

Peeps at lunch: Hafiz, Rizam, Daniel, Wan, Brandon, Felix, Gabriel, Hazril, CK, Nick, Willy, Andrena, Ivy, Joy, Ping, Jacq, May, Esther, Euphe and me.

The first 4...

The next 5...

The one and only who cannot be captured with the rest...

The following 4...

The final 5...

After lunch we headed down to Plaza Singapura to slack while Daniel and Ivy went to get some stuff. All the girls went home except Ivy, we then had ice cream waffles at Gelare 'cause it's Tuesday! (Waffles 50% off)

After waffles, we splitted up as the rest wanted to go home, Rizam, Hafiz, Wan and I continued to hang around town. We walked around a bit before crashing in at Taka Art Friend, Rizam wanted to get some stuff for school. Guess who did I bump into? Vivian and her classmates and did I mention how attractive her friend Nerissa looks pretty with her new bob hair? I realised I'm beginning to be attracted by girls with short hair or bob hair! After Art Friend, we just lazed around outside Paragon watching girls walk up and down. The hottest babe I saw today was a girl at Art Friend, it would be Heaven's gift to get a hot babe like her...

Babe watching spot...

Yay! There is no class tomorrow so I'm going for a haircut with Wan and Raz, will be meeting Diana in the afternoon to help her with her stuff for school.

2007-08-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

DON'T YOU EVER JUDGE ME!!!

Who are you to judge me???
How dare you say I'm a petty guy???

Get this right!!!
You made me who I am!!!

You do not know what the FUCK I've been through this few weeks so before you go complain to your mum about me, PLEASE THINK WITH YOUR FUCKING BRAINS!!!
BE FUCKING REASONABLE!

It's between us so your mum has got no stand to judge me!!!
It's a mistake to judge me, it's a mistake to say I'm petty, it's a mistake to say I ain't a simple guy and it's definitely a mistake to say it's embarrassing to be with me!!!

To think that I actually thought of being nice and giving you another shot!
Now I'm gonna think twice again, you got your mum to thank!!!

PAY BACK'S A BITCH!!!

2007-08-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

Entry for the entire week...

Monday:
- Met up with Daniel, Brandon, Gabriel, Andrena, Ping, Esther, Euphe and Ivy at school.
- Took a train down to Pasir Ris, Whitesands shopping mall to get supplies.
- Waited for about an hour or so for them to get drinks, tidbits, utensils etc.
- About another hour spent on waiting for the shuttle bus.
- Checked in as soon as we arrived, couldn't find the unit at first and when we finally did, it was too small!
- Brandon, Gabe, Daniel and I went for a swim as soon as we dumped our bags in the room.
- Guys got the room with 2 bunk beds while girls squeezed in the room with two single beds.
- Stayed in and cooked instant noodles for dinner and called for Mac delivery too.
- After dinner we stayed in the room to play cards and it wasn't long till everyone starts to doze off.
- Did I mention I didn't sleep a wink for the whole night? 'Cause Gabe's SUPER SNORING kept me up the whole night not even my iPod could cover his snore, it was hilarious!

Our apartment...E!

Guys' bunk beds!

Food for the 8 of us.

Chow time!!!

Fallen comrades, Ivy, Gabe and Euphe...Daniel busy playing with Esther's DS Lite.

My view from the inner top bunk bed, watching Gabe scratch himself.

Ivy falling asleep, presenting Euphe's and Daniel's lovely legs.

Brandon sleeps while waiting for Elane to call...

Gabe's unglamorous expression!

Meeting at wee hours...

Tuesday:
- BBQ is on today!!!
- Had breakfast and slacked around before renting bicycles.
- Cycled to Downtown East Cheers to get more drinks for the BBQ.
- Cycled back to unload before heading out again for a long trip to the other side of Pasir Ris Park with Ivy, Daniel and Brandon.
- Upon returning the bikes, we got changed and dunked ourselves in the pool to cool off.
- Everyone joined in other than Jian Hui, Felix and Hazril.
- My bestie came and immediately got changed 'cause she wanna get a tan before jumping in for a swim.
- The guys ganged up to bully the girls before turning on each other as we tried to throw each other off the pool etc.
- After washing up, the crowd started to come in...a lot of people turned up and the party just got started.
- I helped out in preparing food with the girls while the guys start fire.

- Attendance list: Daniel, Brandon, Gabe, Ivy, Andrena, Esther, Euphe, Ping, Jian Hui, Felix, Nick, CK, Hazril, Wan, Monica, Hervie, Jon, Evonne, Joy, Justin, Stanley and me!

- BBQ went on till quite late and everyone got themselves all stuffed up.
- Gabe, Stanley and I stayed in the room for liquor and games while the rest stayed out to eat.
- Gabe didn't drink much while Stanley drank quite a bit due to losing and I drank the most just for the kick of it. We drank Vodka pure with rice bowls, I know it's crazy 'cause it's too much.
- Majority went out for games, Indian Poker!
- Some stayed in to watch TV while the rest played Mahjong.
- The party went on till dawn, and like all of you expected, I didn't sleep.

- IT WAS A BLAST!!!

Cocktail time! Gabe, Ivy and her handy can opener!

Cocktail in...

Jian Hui joins the fun...

Tadah! Aloe Vera is next on the list...

What's left is a little water and lotsa ice!

The guys wanna have fun too...

The cooking begins, presenting lead chef my bestie, Joy!

My 3 buddies in school!

Yes, they are cousins...Stanley seems like he ain't enjoying as much as Ivy.

Hazril's T-shirt says it all! CHEERS!

Gabe trying to look handsome AGAIN!

Indian Poker time! Loser drinks!

Wednesday:

- Cabbed home with Jon and Evonne, planned to meet up at night for the Siloso Beach Party at Sentosa.
- Went to pick Sijie up from school instead, went Tampines Mall for dinner, dined at Ajisan.
- Crapped around a lot as usual, she really can make people laugh non-stop.
- Took a bus together, on the way she pretended to cry and she gave us a freaking shock!
- After sending her to the door step, we took a bus back to TM to catch a late night movie, Rush Hour 3!
- Slacked at a park near TM till morning before catching the first bus home.

Damn funny! Worth watching!

Thursday:
- Met up with Vivian to finish up her portraitures, went Hougang Mall to get a pair a MaryJanes for me to draw on.
- Accompanied her to get some stuff for her baking session, banana muffins!

Friday:
- Stayed home I think? (I can't remember where I went to)
- Spoke to Cat for the whole day and night, she is one kinky girl! We talked till 6.30am in the morning when she finally couldn't take it and fell asleep...
- I know she is not my kinda girl but who cares?

Meet Cat!

Saturday:
- Supposed to meet Vivian to hand her works over but she gave the wrong info and ended up not meeting.
- Went all the way to Toa Payoh, dropped off at the interchange and queued for the bus back to Hougang.
- Met Jon nearby for late dinner and I was STARVING as I didn't eat for the whole day 'cause I thought of having dinner with Vivian.
- Talked to Cat till 4.30 am before managing to catch a 2 hours nap as I was damn excited that she is coming over to my place to accompany me!!!

Sunday:
- Cat came over to my place, she ended up sleeping in my arms even though she claimed she wouldn't sleep.
- She stayed till evening and sent her off before meeting Vivian nearby to pass her works and then down to Kovan for dinner with Jon.
- Finally I managed to go get my hairspray 'cause school starts tomorrow!
- I know I'm a vain pot and I'm just too excited that school is starting tomorrow!
- Anyway I'm gonna go get a watch tomorrow for Victoria's birthday and by the way she agreed to give it a shot between us!

My DREAMGIRL!!!

2007-08-06T02:48:00.000+08:00

How pathetic can your life get???

I heard that your own friend said something like this in your face, "I'm on Edison's side, this time round you made things very ugly for everyone!" Oh! Isn't that sad???

Yet you have the nerves to call me and tell me not to mix with your friends, please wake up and ask yourself! "Are your friends even standing on your side?", "Do you even listen to your friends?", "Do you have what it takes to keep or snatch your friends back?"...apparently not!!!

Just enjoy what you have with your beloved boyfriend now before everything starts to go downhill for you!
-First of all, let's watch how you cope in school without any help and show me how you excel in your damn studies!!!
-Secondly, your friends are leaving you and sad to say you do not have what it takes to snatch them back!!!
-Thirdly, what kind of future do you expect from an Ah Beng who is working now and choose not studying???
- I heard he is learning how to ride a motorcycle, then one day if you guys crash don't cry to everyone that your face got disfigured etc. and don't regret if he doesn't want the UGLY YOU ANYMORE!!!
- Just maybe when your beloved boyfriend dumps you, PLEASE don't come running back 'cause there is NO WAY IN HELL WILL I TAKE YOU BACK!!!
- The list goes on since the day you gave up on us, our future and our happiness!
- Everything turned sour since 26/07/07 'cause I told myself that it would be the day all your damn nonsense ends and the day for me to FORGET EVER HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE!!!

My feelings for you have died and faded and I can SAFELY SAY IT WILL NEVER COME BACK!!! So stop bugging me or say things like "I won't let you off!", what can you do to me?...ask your hooligan boyfriend to beat me up? Vivian and I are doing very well if you are curious, we are getting along better and better each day and sad to say we are so much better than you can ever be with her in your entire life!!!

Met Vivian near my place today to teach her how to shade and draw portraitures, spent about 3 hours to complete 3 pieces. She is a fast learner though, she managed to catch the technique of shading really quickly. After helping her out, we took a bus down to Serangoon Central for dinner, on the bus I bumped into Terence and Glenna. They were going for roti prata while Jon, Vivian and I went for noodles.

Unfortunately the coffeeshop we wanted to eat at was packed so we decided to walk to Lorong Lew Lian for dinner instead. On our way we changed our mind and took a bus down to UpperSerangoon (the post office) for Teochew porridge. I betted with Vivian that if the place is packed, I get to knock her on the head and apparently she lost. The place was packed and had a super long queue, so we took a bus down to Kovan stretch where we managed to find another stall of Teochew porridge which was quite good too. We bumped into Joshua, Mua Hwee, Joel Teo, Justin and the rest too!

Before eating, we went to the pet shop opposite where 3 Chow Chows lay and wait. Vivian was afraid of dogs so I held her hand and leaded her into the shop. Saw this adorable Pug and made me feel like keeping a puppy myself and he kinda reminded me of Hershey, my Toy Poodle...

After dinner we walked back to Heartland Mall for window shopping before sending Vivian off at the bus stop. Her bus took quite awhile to come so we just crapped around a bit, after sending her off Jon and I took 112 home.

The chalet begins today till Wednesday so that means I won't be blogging for these few days. I'm damn excited and all I hope is that you don't call and bug me 'cause if you do, I will no longer hesitate to be mean and vulgar!!!

Let's hope Vivian agrees to skip her school and go for orientation with me on the 13 August, hope to see Jeannie and Diana in school but not you! I feel disgusted and irritated the moment I hear your voice or see your face!!! I'm sorry if you guys think I'm mean or being too much but I think she deserves it 'cause I HATE HER FOR WHAT SHE DID TO ME!!!

Alright then, have a great week everyone 'cause I know I'm going to have a blast!
Oh, before I forget...

HAPPY EARLY NATIONAL DAY!

2007-08-05T12:30:00.000+08:00

Contradictory position...

2nd August:
- Went to Republic Poly with Jon.
- I feel out of the picture the moment I stepped into the campus compound.
- Had lunch in one of the canteen, food isn't very bad.
- Had a smoke in one of the emergency exit staircases as we were lazy to walk all the way out.
- Went up to the 6th floor to wait for Sijie as she was about to end class.
- As usual her classmates started talking like everyone else in campus.
- We left school as soon as Sijie came out.
- Took a bus back to Woodlands interchange before changing bus to Tampines.
- Sijie is a classic joker and laughing hyena!
- She had late lunch at MOS Burger while Jon and I just grabbed a drink each.
- Sent Sijie home, I get to do fashion runway show with her bag while Jon piggybacked her home.
- Had lotsa fun hanging out with her...
- On my way home, YOU called and started to grumble...
- YOU then bombarded me online about who I shouldn't hang out with, that really has got nothing to do with you!
- If YOU can't bear to let me go just say so, don't bug me 'cause it will make me wanna leave you more!
- Met Wan at about 1am in the morning for a drink, we talked about girls as usual and watched soccer till about 3am before walking home.

Dress code for the day...probably why I'm a misfit in RP?

Quiet corridors

Industrial look...

from the movie, Equilibrium

Jon behaving like a spastic!

Waiting for bus...he can cover her totally!

They are trying to snap a sticker from her burger.

3rd August:
- Met Jon to get his skinny in town.
- Had Ayam Penyet again and slacked around in town till evening.
- Joined his family for Sakae Sushi at Wheelock at 7pm.
- I was still full from the Ayam Penyet so I didn't eat much at Sakae.
- After dinner we just took a longer way and time to go home.

Dress code for the day...it's not the same it's blue

Wheelock's Sakae Sushi

One of my favourite drinks of all times!

4th August:
- Stayed home to rot as I was super lazy to even leave my home.
- Chatted with Vivian via sms till wee hours while Jon said he wanted to meet for a drink but never called.
- Gonna meet Vivian tomorrow, I'm gonna teach her how to draw portraits or maybe bring her somewhere for dinner?

One more thing, to have a girlfriend or not to have a girlfriend?
- If I have one, I'll have to deal with all the emotional ups and downs, the risk of getting hurt and spending tons of effort and time on her.
- If I don't have one, I envy couples I see on the streets and couples around me.

HELP ME! Should I still continue going after Selina? I'm stuck in a contradictory position again!

2007-08-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

I officially announced...

I'm not wooing Selina anymore, I have decided to stay single for the time-being. As for you, JUST FUCK OFF AND STOP BOTHERING ME ABOUT WHO I MAKE FRIENDS WITH!!!

I'm too irritated by her to blog, thanks for spoiling my day!

2007-08-02T13:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry peeps at Zouk!

Yesterday I met up with Wan, Babat and Raz at Peninsular Plaza before heading off to shop for new clothes. Sadly, Orchard no longer provide us with what we need and the selection of clothings seems more suitable for Ah Bengs!

Dress code for the day...

Had a scrumptious dinner at Lucky Plaza, we had Ayam Penyet! After dinner, we walked around a bit before slacking outside Taka and we finally decided on catching a move, Alone. Rushed down to Cineleisure to get our tickets, we waited for about an hour before we get to enter the cinema. I got myself a super large bag of popcorn and literally stuff myself to the brim.

Wan's back view

Babat and Raz

We sat this spot for almost and hour

The movie is damn scary but story line is a little let down, the four of us got shocked like umpteen times especially Raz. I then texted Selina as I'm already freaking out like mad, this is what she said...

"omg! lol! hush eddy boy, why cry!? haha.
it's just a show, wont come true okay?
unless you're very naughty of course.
hahaha!"

Ain't she adorable and sweet? After the movie I meet up with Grace, Riane and Abel at Lido. We went to slack somewhere nearby our place, spending time with them reminds me of the great times back in the Foundation year! As usual my two big sisters will bully me and mock me but that's what i missed most about them. As for me, I like to scare the two them as it was already 2am when I walked them home. I reached home at about 2.30am, showered and went online so I slept about 3 plus in the morning?

I wanna say SORRY to those at Zouk, I promised to be there with you guys but I was just too tired to be dancing whole night long with you guys.

I'M SO SORRY GUYS!

I think I'll be meeting Jon later...

2007-08-01T07:22:00.000+08:00

I'm tired out!

Last night:
- Met Vivian at Serangoon Central at 8pm to help her wrap up all her work.
- Vivian gave me a bottle of cologne, it smells nice!
- Accompanied her for dinner.
- Walked over to her friend's place to do a little work.
- Spoke to Selina on the phone for a while.
- Took a cab home to continue with the rest of the work.
- I helped her out with her inner space rendering and still life portraits.
- She bombarded me with Korean music by BOA and Mandarin songs from the 80s before ending off with bimbotic songs by Paris Hilton.
- Had lotsa fun though, she is now at her friend's place waiting to go to school.

Here are shots of what we did together, enjoy!

Dress code for the day...

Diana's portrait

Vivian's grandma's portrait

Ad model's portrait

Eyes

Mouth

My version of lovely Selina!

Today:
- Meeting Wan, Babat and Raz to go shopping for clothes, new semester starting soon.
- Might ask Selina out?
- Might go Zouk, Mambo?
- Might not go Zouk, Mambo?

2007-07-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

I met someone new!

There is this girl who suddenly came into my life, brought sunshine into my life, brought smiles and laughters into my life and nagged at me about not sleeping enough. Her name is Selina and she is sweet, lovely, funny and caring!

I hope she doesn't mind but here are photos for you guys to take a look, as for Angela...I know you are damn excited so enjoy!

She made my day and I hope she will continue doing so, Selina you will be on my mind for days to come! Suppose to go warehouse shopping with her tomorrow but gotta meet Vivian to help finalise her work again, sorry Selina! I wanna meet you as badly too and I'm sure the day will come soon!

2007-07-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

Nothing much today...

Nothing much to blog about today, met Vivian in the morning to help finalise with her work. She is getting more and more dependent on me on her work and she claims that it's bad! Finished off quite quickly so we took a bus down to Hougang Mall to shop around a little. Accompanied her to get her bus concession before walking her to the bus stop so she can take a bus home to sleep.

I then headed home to rot before meeting Jon for late dinner, talked about the girls he likes for a little while before he head home. So here I am blogging and I heard YOU are coming to my place tomorrow to collect your stuff...

2007-07-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

Had a 10" pizza all to myself!

Met Vivian in the afternoon to help her with her work, ended at about early evening. Sent her off to take a cab before heading home with Jon to leave my lappie and bag before heading down to Plaza Singapura for dinner. We ate at Pastamania, I ordered a 10" pizza for myself and it's damn nice perhaps I'm too hungry.

Vivian wore a Simpsons T'shirt today and kept complimenting herself on how cute she looks. Her tee was Bart Simpson so I kept calling her a BUTT today, she also complained to me how every guy in her life seems to be picking fights with her and annoying her.

Gonna meet her again tomorrow, I believe there is a strong friendship brewing! I found out that you are bringing your new boyfriend, Peck Xiu, David and his girlfriend to meet your parents or some family gathering? If you are reading this, please get back to my sister regarding your stuff...ASAP!

2007-07-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

KFC never tasted so good!

Didn't eat for the entire day 'cause I'm waiting for Jon to meet me for dinner, after we met up he decided to meet Evonne for dinner. Gave her a call and confirmed to meet at Tampines at 8pm for dinner. Took a bus down and arrived at 7.45pm yet she arrived at 8.40pm, both of us almost died from starvation. Spent alil' time deciding what to eat then ended up at KFC, we are that hungry that we practically gobbled our food down.

After dinner we walked over to a park nearby to slack, smoke and chat. Then she had to go so we walked her to the bus-stop, her bus came within minutes so Jon and I crossed the road to take a bus home.

Gonna meet Vivian later, helping her wrap up with her work. If we can finish our work, I'm bringing her out together with Jon and Evonne. I'm kinda lazy to blog now, so I will blog again tomorrow then...

2007-07-27T13:49:00.000+08:00

Last night was great!

I have thought over since yesterday was the day we became a couple 3 years ago, yesterday will also be the day I finally call an end to it. The begging, hoping, caring and memories were all left behind together with you yesterday. Today is a new day and a new start, there is this lovely sweet girl in my life that is kinda tingling my feelings...

Last night I met up with the gang at the new drive-thru MacDonlad's at Ang Mo Kio. Gabriel was first to arrive after me, followed by Andrena, Joy then Ivy. I wanna give them all a big hug 'cause they really motivated me to move on, I also wanna thank my bro-in-law for keeping me company the night before and talking to me. I mean everyone has been very right, I should move on and have fun instead of being gloomy when you are having fun out there with all your guys.

We talked about you, the chalet that's coming up two weeks from now and lots of other nonsense especially when Gabriel is around. If only you know, how synchronised the girls are in their advise for me to leave you and never head back. It's the last time I'm gonna talk about you in my blog and it ends here!

We also had cam-whoring session! Here you go everyone...

Gabe and my BESTIE!

Gabe is trying to make his head look smaller.

Joy and Andrena, synchronised advisors.

Slurp slurp, candid shot.

Bestie, Joy and God-Aunt, Ivy

Gabe's happy to have a solo shot.

Ivy's giant crane!

The girls!

Ivy has got sore eyes, pardon her sleepy look.

Smile!

Gabe's trying to act cool!

Gabe's handsome face!

Octopus on the loose!

Ain't she lovely? Too bad she's taken!

Andrena! Her laughter is classic!

ARRR! My God-Aunt, Captain Ivy. (I can't rotate the damn photo!)

Unglamorous to the core!

I'm gonna enjoy myself from today onwards, you are no longer my burden to carry! I'm a free man to date and to have fun with my friends, now all I have to do is to find my dating mojo!

Have a great day everyone!

2007-07-25T22:44:00.001+08:00

Fucking stupid of me!!!

I gave in to my urge, I called her about an hour ago. The conversation went like this...

Me: "Hello."
Joy: "Ya?"
Me: "How are you?"
Joy: "Ok."
Me: "How is he?"
Joy: "Ok."
Me: "Still going strong together?"
Joy: "Ya."
Me: "Oh, remember tomorrow?"
Joy: "Ya, why?"
Me: "Oh nothing."
Joy: "I've got incoming."
Me: "Your boyfriend?"
Joy: "Don't know?"
Me: "I call you again then."
Joy: "Ok, bye bye."

Why do you not know if your boyfriend is calling? You have caller-ID for your cellphone, does this mean you guys are not together? 'Cause you never state that you are with him in your Friendster profile and you no longer blog about your days...

I have the urge to call but no guts to say what I wanna say and also no guts to hear the truth. Now it hurts, it hurts real bad! I wanna tell you to come back, I wanna ask to start all over again on the same day we first got together 3 years ago! How can you not know or understand how I feel? Am I really that invisible in your eyes?

I feel like dying now, I miss you a lot! I still love you! I can't cope with the pain I'm in! I can't even sleep, not even a short nap and it has been 11 days! My constant pounding headache is driving me nuts, every little thing gets on my nerves or makes me paranoid. I can no longer recognise myself in the mirror, I can't smile or laugh like I mean it and all I do is put a mask to try to conceal my pain and sadness. I'm no longer the old me, after hearing your voice brings everything back, back to day 1 when you dumped me...

This is what your last entry in your blog, every night I stare at it and try to cry myself to sleep but it never seem to work...

still, you have not received the message.

you don't let me go,
we'll have no more happy times to remember,
or future to look forward to.
we'll only have bad memories to forget.

i've realised it's time to end the story.
so, i've added the last full-stop,
close the book and leave them all behind.

because we'll look back,
someday, at the separation of us,
and we'll smile again,
and be without regret.

i wanna be independent,
i want a brand new life
please let me go, cos i've already given up all hope

Is it true that we no longer can be together, give me an answer maybe for closure sake?

2007-07-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

10th day without sleep...

Seriously my body can't take it anymore but no matter how hard I try to sleep, I just can't do it! I can't help thinking of you...

I have been smoking more and more till the extent of my throat being so sore and coughing out blood, must be too heaty...

2 more days till our anniversary, I'm getting more restless, excited and nervous 'cause I'm anticipating your call and hoping that it is gonna be another chance for us to start all over again!

I really miss you like crazy and I still love you like a fool!

2007-07-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

I have this overpowering urge to call you and tell you to come back...

Since I have been trying so hard not to call you for so many days, I decided to wait a few more days and hope that you will call me in two days time on our anniversary. It has been 9 days since I slept like a normal person. Today Jon and his friend Adrail came to my place to hang out, he is quite a nice guy though 'cause he is a real joker!

Jon then stayed behind for dinner with my family and he kept blabbering on about how much he enjoyed my mum's cooking and to have dinner with us. Adrial left earlier because he had to go back to school. After dinner we went down to slack and have ice cream after a heavy dinner before heading back up to continue playing computer games.

I then sent him off at about 10 plus, here are a couple of shots I took while enjoying my ice cream.

Ice cream under the night sky

Pretending to be fine is what I do everyday...

2007-07-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

Days of darkness continues...

Yesterday:
- 7th day without sleep
- Met Vivian at Paya Lebar, Singapore Post Centre to help her out with her work.
- Bumped into Cherin and her friend, Happy Birthday to Cherin's friend!
- Vivian said Cherin is pretty...
- Jon joined us at about 8 plus?
- Headed down to Vivian's place to chill out a little and also help her to complete her work.
- Sent her home before cabbing home with Jon.
- Went home to 'emo' as usual, spoke to Angela over the phone.
- I have this gut feeling that YOU are gonna contact me on 26/07/07...

Today:
- 8th day with sleep
- Meeting Jon and Vivian at Kallang McDonald's to continue with her work.
- This place brings back many wonderful memories, memories of a class bond that was strong like hell!
- Still have this gut feeling YOU are gonna contact me on 26/07/07...I hope it comes true, I miss you like crazy!
- Went Parkway Parade for dinner.
- Gonna upload some photos later...

Serangoon bus interchange, gonna miss taking 158

Onboard 158

The watch you gave to me...

The good old days being a Gabrielite...

Kallang McDonald's

He is always here, meet Ronald!

Was contemplating, Mac or KFC?

Cigarette is my best friend!

It's not the same cigarette...with Ronald

A new stick...with Jon

Yes it is another...with Jon and Ronald

Viceroy Menthol, my love!

He is playing with my COD 2

She is using his MSN Messenger

They have been with me throughout this hard time...

...and they LOVE ME!

My bro and body guard...

...and also the fucker who never fails to make my day

Parkway Parade's Banquet foodcourt

- Photos are in black and white 'cause there are no colours in life since you left.
- Black and white matches my 'emo' moments and days...
- How are you doing? I miss you so so so much!

2007-07-21T11:10:00.000+08:00

I'm stuck in the mud!

Thursday:
- 5th day without sleep...
- Went to the new campus with Wan to pay our school fees.
- Bumped into Hidayah and asked her about the class list but it's not out yet.
- Went to Basheer, Bras Basah to look for the latest issue of ArkiTip.
- Had lunch at Bras Basah before heading down to Orchard to meet Brandon.
- Walked around a lot so as to keep myself from thinking, I wanna thank Wan and Brandon for their help though.
- I then learnt that you are never gonna come back, my heart broke but I managed to hold it together.
- Rented a room and DVD at Cineleisure to kill time before heading home, we watched Pan's Labryinth.

View from the inside, very complicated!

Is this ART?

Friday:
- 6th day without sleep...
- Stayed home to struggle with the loss as usual and thinking of you.
- I thought about things like what are you doing with your new boyfriend, what are you and your boyfriend talking about, have you and him held hands, have you and him hugged, have you and him kissed etc.
- All my thoughts are driving my nuts!
- I'm still lost even though everyone told me move on and she will return on her own someday but I want an answer, is it true?
- Jon came over to talk to me after his school but I'm sorry to say it's no use.
- Everyone keeps telling to move on, she don't deserve it and things like that but the fact is I CAN'T FORGET! I CAN'T MOVE ON! I CAN'T STOP LOVING!

Saturday:
- 7th day without sleep...
- I gotta admit my body can't take any more of this, someday I'm gonna fall...
- Tell me you still love me, tell me you are going to come back soon...
- Tell me there is still hope and there is a future!

2007-07-20T12:15:00.000+08:00

The pain lingers and worsens every moment...

Heard you are with him already, I wish you all the best! If only I can move on like you do, getting attached in a couple of days...however the pain lingers!

Look after yourself and protect yourself, 'cause you have abandoned your one man army. I fight to protect you, I fight to give you what you need and I fight because I love you but now the only fight left in me is to forget you.

Can I do it?
Can I stop thinking of you and your new boyfriend?
Can I stop loving you?

I doubt so...

2007-07-19T11:17:00.000+08:00

Deep and Meaningless...

I, I dont' know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
Ill say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
Damn that's sad

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

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Anyway Went to watch the movie Vacancy with Jon and Evonne and I bumped into James and Diana. When Jon and I entered and got seated down, the conversation began...

Me: "Hey watching movie is a bad idea, I'm gonna see a lot of couples and it's killing me."
Jon: "Relax bro."
Me: Turned to my right and stared at the two empty seats
Me: " The two seats next to me better not be taken by couples man if not I'll die."
Jon: "Aiya, don't keep thinking about her can?"

Few minutes later, a couple came and they were gonna sit next to me, I sighed and sat up to give way and that's when I saw their faces, they were James and Diana! What a coincidence, the seats gotta be taken up by a couple and the couple are my friends.

Not bad!

We then split up after the movie...
Yesterday I cried before the movie started, before Evonne came, after the movie, when I'm smoking and when I'm watching the two of them eat.

Days without sleep: 5
Attempts trying to cry myself to sleep: 5
Number of meals taken in 5 days: 1
Number of sticks of cigarettes in 5 days: Loads
Number of times I cried: Loads
Number of times I think of you: Loads x100
How much I missed you: Crazy x100
How sorry I am: Infinite!

Meeting Wan and Brandon later, going to go pay my school fees and slack somewhere but am I in the mood? I don't think so but what to do, it beats staying at home and cry. I cried till my eyes and throat are sore, I'm mentally and physically drained and exhausted, my heart hurts like hell and I miss you like crazy!!! If only there is a weighing machine that can weigh how much my love and how much I need you, I bet it will tip the scale...
I'm in a horrible state 'cause I'm nothing without you, please come back my dear!!!

Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!
Please!

Baby come back, I'll be waiting for you!!!
With loads of love and care!

2007-07-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

BETRAYED, STABBED and left to DIE!

There so much I wanna say but I don't know where to start from...

Biggest news!

My 3 years long girlfriend just dumped me and I feel like crap on the inside.

I'm gonna be a gentleman about it and not talk about it and I hope you'll have a better life with him. As for myself, I'll probably gotta learn to deal with the loss and pain and also to learn how to get back on my feet.

I wanna thank the bunch of peeps who helped me out, they are Jon, Joy, Jyne and Vivian. They spoke to me when I needed them the most and they were there accompany me when I was crying my heart out. Here's a shout-out to you guys...

THANKS FOR STICKIN' WITH ME WHEN I NEED YOU GUYS THE MOST!!! I APPRECIATE IT A LOT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!

I guess the having true friends are way better than having a lover 'cause lovers leave but friends don't...THEY STAY!!!

The other special someone I wanna thank is my MUMMY!!! She knew I was in trouble before I told anyone even herself so she called and check on me if I'm alright but apparently I'm not so she asked me to go home early so she can keep me company. Unfortunately I was with Jon and Vivian so I told her to go to bed first. Of course I'm gonna give my mummy a huge shout-out...

MUMMY YOU ARE THE BEST AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! YOU ALWAYS KNEW WHEN I WAS IN TROUBLE AND YOU NEVER FAILED TO PROTECT ME, MUMMY IS THE BEST IN THE WORLD!!!!!

I'm gonna meet Jon and Yvonne later for a movie at Vivo City, I wonder if I'm gonna break down again tomorrow? As for now I can only wallow in pain and sadness...

Anyone who reads this and thinks that they wanna help me out please gimme a call, I would appreciate it as I need my friends now the most...THE MORE THE MERRIER!

One last thing before I go wallow in pain and sadness, I want you to know I never regretted loving you no matter what you did.

Good night everyone! Edison is in a very bad mood so he is gonna go 'emo' somewhere and pardon him if he isn't his usual happy-go-lucky self.

2007-07-15T18:58:00.001+08:00

Crashed and burn!

I just came out of a emotional roller-coaster and without doubts I'm feeling the toll it's taking on me. Just want you to know how much I am in love with you...

2007-07-14T04:11:00.000+08:00

4.11am

Just got home from a night with the gang, met up at Marina Square for dinner. Due to packed restaurants and long queues, we decided to have our dinner at Carl's Junior. I had dinner with Andrena, Daniel, Esther, Gabriel and Ivy. After dinner, we went up to Ears to look for Stanley and also to wait for him to knock off. We decided to go down to one of the Karaoke Bars along Boat Quay to drink and chill. Esther left before Stanley joined us and after he joined the gang, we walked over to Boat Quay to meet Wan and Saiful (if i never spell wrongly).

We decided on this particular bar which I can't remember the name but the ambience isn't that good though but I still had an excellent time. We played finger guessing games where loser had to eat a piece of tissue and also gulp down beer. We then played a bluff game using dices and heart attack using poker cards.

After sometime Daniel, Saiful, Wan and I got sick of the noise and beer and we decided to go for a light supper. After eating we decided to head back so we all walked over to Clarke Quay to catch the Nightriders together.

Andrena the Laughing Hyena and Ivy my God-Aunt

Gabriel, Stanley and Daniel

Happy Wan and Saiful

Guys are high on alcohol while they girls panicked over fallen dices

Gabriel didn't get Punk'd! He got Fuck'd!

I still never liked beer...

I had a great night till I finished my supper. First of all you went for supper with this anonymous guy whom I have never heard before at wee hours, you then asked if i allow and of course I don't mind. Then you happily went out with him to Mustafa at 3 plus in the morning without even informing me and what's the excuse you give me...I'm on my way already and I forgot. Oh please!!! If you ever spared a thought for me, you would remember to let me know and apparently you didn't asked for permission. Regarding going out with random anonymous guys in wee hours of the night, news flash!

I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL!!!!!

I just don't like the idea of you going out alone with guys in the wee hours of the night, is it that shameful to meet in the day or is it some kind of rendevous which I cannot know about? You are my girlfriend and you have to make me worry about you and also wait for you to reach home safely...and the thing is you don't even ask me, your boyfriend out in the wee hours of the night!!!

Thanks for ruining the mood...GOSH!!!

2007-07-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

Whoopy! Dinner with the gang tomorrow!

Wednesday I didn't go to work due to the relapse of backache, met Jon in the night for a short chat before Joy came to meet us. She went out with Imes and was staying over at my place.

Today I skipped work again because I thought Joy was going to work and I planned to send her to work. Upon waking up in the morning, her laziness kicked in and she decided to skip work too to stay home and accompany me. She had royal treatment today and she enjoyed it very much without any doubt. It's been almost 2 years ago since we both felt so much love and passion, if you are reading this...

I feel very very lucky and very very happy, the truth from the bottom of my heart!

I guess I'll have to go to work tomorrow and I'm finally gonna get to see Joy my bestie, Ivy my 'God-aunt' and the rest!!!

2007-07-09T23:39:00.001+08:00

Those were the days...

Met up Angela today, brings back all the fun and memories when Jasmine, Angela and Gabriel were still working with me in the same office. The fun, the nonsense and the wonderful memories...

Before that I met Joy for lunch as I promised, bought a new pair of rings and got one free. It's damn weird, instead of having a pair of couple rings, we now have 3 rings. I told her to wear the third one as a pendant but she keeps asking me to get another similar one. In the end i managed to convince her to wear the third one as a pendant.

After meeting her and Angela, I met up with Jon before going to Serangoon to slack and then to Kovan for dinner. After dinner, we slacked around for awhile before heading down to Hougang to meet Joy again for supper. Upon reaching my place, Jon suddenly fell into the emo-mood and said he wanted to go back first, we split up and brought her to the par-sar-ma-lam to get her supper before heading back to my place to eat. After eating we watched Desperate Housewives and Victoria Secrets Runway Show together. Sent her off to take a cab and here I am blogging and getting ready to turn in...

To everyone out there, I hope you guys had a great day too and also have a great day tomorrow!

2007-07-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

You are not alone...

Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

2007-07-07T11:51:00.000+08:00

Today we GO GREEN!

I'm wearing green,
I'm waiting for Live Earth,
Stop global warming!

GO GREEN EVERYONE!
Don't forget to catch the 24hrs music concert...

2007-07-06T18:29:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy, happy, happy...HAPPY!!!

Today I skipped work due to the sprained yesterday while carrying files, up till now my back still kinda hurts. Woke up quite early and met my gramps at their place 'cause I'm bringing them to Orchard. To my surprise, grandpa took a 1K note and told me it's an all expense paid outing with them.

We took a bus down all the way to Far East, we walked around a bit before bringing them for ice-cream with waffles. Grandpa finished his in under 5 minutes, totaly unbelievable!!! We then headed down to Epic Centre, Wheelock so I could go take a look if the silicon port covers for my MacBook Pro has arrived. Grandpa then offered to pay for me and told me to get whatever I need or want.

After much awaiting, I bought my Wacom Intuos tablet (A5 wide), Speck's See-Thru red case, iWorld skin keyboard protector for my MacBook Pro and a pack of black silicon port covers. Grandpa paid full sum with cash and even told me to finish up the 1K but I thought that was more than enough. After buying the stuff I need, we went shopping around for a while before heading down to Upper Thomson Road for some authentic HongKong dim sums!!! Ate quite a lot till I almost puke and from there we went seperate ways, gramps went to meet their friends while I headed over to Joy's workplace to take a look at her. Did i mentioned he gave my younger sis and me additional $100 each to spend. This was the first time I really spent quality time with my gramps and I gotta admit it's one hell of a HAPPY TIME!!!

Here are some photos of loot from today...

My very own Wacom Intuos tablet!!!

iWorld skin keyboard protector...to keep out the dust!

Silicon port covers...

...to protect the weakest links!

After so long...RED HOT MACBOOK PRO!

As loud as it gets...RED HOT!

My pimped-out PSP...metallic red and custom black!

Here are some from the other day...

Joy's guitar, red and black...

...and mine, full black guitar.

Edison loves Joy...she painted and I glued.

I'm gonna go play with my tablet now, have a great weekend everyone!

2007-07-02T22:25:00.001+08:00

Back to work...

Just got home from Ikea with Joy and her family, not really an enjoyable experience. I'm tired and having a terrible headache yet I have to deal with her sister's fickle-mindedness. When you are suffering from lack of sleep, I swear you'll feel like strangling the FUCKING SHIT outta her! (no offence, just an expression)

After so many days of not working, I had to drag myself to work today. I seriously need more helpers with admin work and better be youngsters! I don't have anyone to talk to at the end of this week 'cause Willy is leaving. Although he is an uncle but he and I kinda get along well and he likes to treat me to tea-breaks.

Saturday:
Went to get Joy's IC replaced and found out that someone picked it up before, it means we don't have to spend the money to get a new one. Went Beach Road hawker centre for breakfast, after breakfast we took a bus down to Bras Basah to get a photo album and some stuff to decorate her room. We bought a leather cover album from Popular and an A2 size notice board from Art Friend. She even got a bunch of wooden alphabets to decorate her board. She also bought a guitar for me!

Sunday:
Met Jon and Eneida at town with Joy, we went on a double date for the first time. Damn fun day but I'm kinda lazy to go into details. Anyway we are wearing rings now, kinda uncomfortable at first but it kinda grows on me now. As for her, I told her to keep it on but she just has to keep taking it in and out. It kinda irritates me, I mean what you are doing is defeating the purpose of wearing a couple ring right???

I think I'm going to bed soon...night night everyone!

2007-06-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

Transformers is EXCELLENT!!!

Yesterday I went out with Wan and Raz in the afternoon, met at Vivo City as we wanted to go for the interview at Page One. Unfortunately they are looking for full-timers, we ended up shopping for necessities for Wan's trip to Redang and KL. After some shopping, we headed to Carl's Junior for lunch. Gabriel then called last minute to ask if we wanna catch Transformers and we all agreed. I called Joy to ask if she's gonna join us, she then helped to book the tickets.

After eating at Vivo City, the three of us went to take a train down to Orchard. Raz got off at Outram as he was gonna meet his friends for Transformers too. Wan and I continued shopping at Orchard while waiting for Gabriel and Brandon to come. When they finally arrived, we headed to Cineleisure for dinner at LJS. After dinner, we waited for Joy to come and after her dinner we headed to Pacific Plaza where we splitted up for a while. They guys did their shopping while Joy and I did our shopping. I collected the tickets at about 8.45pm before meeting up with Brandon, Gabriel, Stanley, Wan and Wilson. Bought snacks before entering the cinema.

The movie lasted for 135 minutes and by the time the movie ended its about midnight, we then splitted up and went seperate ways home. Anyway I skipped work today, too tired and I'm gonna meet Wan again later, heading down to Elson's to get our haircut.

DIE DIE MUST WATCH!!!

2007-06-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

Third day as a manager...

Today is my third day as a manager and I can say today is the most tiring day. I collected and delivered files on my own from the second floor to the fourth floor. As usual I left earlier since there is nothing to do.

Stayed home for dinner with my mummy, she boiled my favourite soup! After dinner I was just browsing through everyboday's blog when suddenly I just felt like calling Wan. He told me that Brandon, Gabriel and him just arrived at Compass Point and was planning to get dinner. Without hesitating, I got changed and rushed down to meet them, it's been ages since I last hung out with them. After dinner we just sat somewhere and had boy's talk all the way up to 11.45pm?

Brandon was afraid he might miss the last bus so we headed on our seperate ways home. Brandon and Gabriel took 86 while Wan and I took 80. Gonna skip work later, joining Wan and Raz for an interview at the huge bookstore(i forgot the name) at Vivo City.

So people at office please pray that Gabriel comes back to collect files for you guys if not...

GOOD LUCK!

2007-06-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

Happy 35th month anniversary to myself...

This is how I wanna look like...

Seriously I miss the 2 kiddos at work, office is super quiet and boring without them. I think Gabriel miss them the most, he missed them so much that he is on medical leave for 2 days. Without that guy around, I automatically became the supervisor/manager as I have to take over his duties. Girls if you are reading this...

WE MISS YOU OVER AT OFFICE!!! (Including the DPs)

Got my second pay check already, don't know what to spend on... I thought of getting another pair of Cheap Monday.

Before anyone thinks I'm mad, the 35th month anniversary is not just for myself. Joy and I have been together for almost 3 years but I only wished myself 'cause I spent the day alone at work and at home while she went shopping with Diana. Hope she got something for me...

That's all for today then, rest early and enjoy the brand new tomorrow!

2007-06-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

Work is gonna be boring without the kiddos!

Went over to Joy's place to help her paint her room, after a while I gave up 'cause I'm too tired to do it. Played computer games with her little bro while waiting for her to finish painting the room. In the evening Joy, Brandon and I decided to go get dinner for everyone. After dinner I thought of leaving for home but Brandon needs to get his bike fixed, so I decided to help out. After I'm done, Joy told me she wanted to stay over at my place so we left for home together.

At my place we just watched TV till about 2am when she decided that she wanted for supper. Got changed and went downstairs to McDonald'sMac to get supper without realising I didn't put on my glasses. Due to not wearing my specs, many funny incidents occured and I don't think I wanna talk about it anymore. After eating we just laid in bed together and chit-chatted till about 5am?

Woke up at about noon while she continued sleeping, watched Almost Famous again 'cause it is one of my favourite movies!

Movies on Rockstars, Almost Famous

She woke up before my movie ended and after washing up, we decided to head to Sakae Sushi for late lunch. After lunch, we headed down to her place where we decorated and packed her room all over again. Her mum bought McDonald's for dinner again, after dinner we just rot around till about 11pm before I decided to head home. Gotta work tomorrow and I bet it's not gonna be the same with the 2 kiddos!

Mood: Bored to death...

2007-06-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna miss...

The two kiddos Angela and Jasmine, today was their last day of work as school starts for them next Monday. Since it was their last day and it's a Friday, Gabriel decided to cut us some slack by allowing us to have a longer lunch break and less workload. After lunch, Gabriel went back to main office for meeting but before leaving, everyone got their pay!

After he left, I whipped out my laptop and the 3 of us got crazy and started taking photos like there is no tomorrow. Anyway the 2 of them had their dream of meeting my girlfriend fulfilled. I don't know why but they seem to treat Joy like a goddess. When they finally got to meet her in person, they were both stunned and Angela only said this, "Your girlfriend damn pretty! I'm so in love with her!"

To be honest, I'm really really really gonna miss them especially their nonsense and laughter. Girls if you are reading this, remember to look for me whenever you are free alright?

My girls!

After going seperate ways, I brought Joy to Vivo City for dinner at Marche. Didn't really eat that much due to the late lunch break. Joy on the other hand finished most of the food, after eating she went to Topshop to get more knickers to stock up at my place and soon my drawer will be filled up with her lingerie...

Yummy Rosti and Mushroom soup!!

Crispy and chewy Calamari too!

My lovely date for dinner!

Me and my Marche card!
(Notice how happy the lady behind me is?
I guess she must really be hungry ?)

I LOVE the decor...

A cow which I had difficulty ripping it off...

After shopping for awhile, we decided to head home as I was damn tired. Hung out at my place for a short while before sending her home, gonna go to her place tomorrow to help her with her room makeover.

Taken on our way home...

I'm off to bed, Baby please meet me in dreamland by the well like you promised!
(It's what she likes to tell me before we go to bed...)

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-06-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HER!

This is why I love her...

'cause she will always be BEAUTIFUL in my eyes and HOT too!

I love you to bits!!!

2007-06-19T18:37:00.000+08:00

Had a 'mrainy' time at work today!

Was at Joy's place last night, her parents are off on a trip to KL so I went over to stay and accompany her. For the first time we really experienced living like a married couple for a day. We had the whole house to ourselves, I prepared and cooked dinner for her and not forgetting dessert. We spent the evening playing with Garlic, he got a bath and fresh veggies while wondering around the room and also watched TV till about 10 plus.

Suddenly I felt hungry so we called Mac delivery for supper, as usual she started to play her game and couldn't stop. After eating I decided to turn in and she started to grumble about me sleeping too early so she decided to stop playing and jumped in bed to cuddle with me. After lots of crappin' and foolin' around, we both got tired and without noticing we both blacked out in an instant.

Got up at 7.30am, washed up and got changed before leaving for work. Tuck her back in bed before heading out, still half asleep when I arrived at work. At work is where all the fun and nonsense began, made fun of Angela till she got damn irritated. I called her a SM fella and she thought it stood for small brain so the joke begins...

Me: Small brain??? SM leh...
Angela: Yah la!

(SB=Small brain, SM=Small 'mrain')

Me: Ohhh....small 'mrain' ah???
Jasmine: (Laughed till she flipped)

So I kept making sentences out of the word 'mrain'. When she couldn't take it anymore, she decided to attack me and Jasmine herself couldn't stop laughing at the 'mrainy' things Angela did. She pinched, smacked and punched the same spot on my arm and it still kinda hurts till now...WATCH OUT Angela!

Im dead beat so I guess that's all for today, gonna turn in early today...

2007-06-18T10:21:00.000+08:00

Old friends are the BOMB!

Met up with Jon and Harrold yesterday for a drink and dinner. Harrold came to pick us up in his Volvo S60 and the only thing I can say about his driving skill...

RECKLESS and BAD!

First we headed to Wheelock as I was looking for the silicon port covers for my MacBook Pro
but I can't seem to find the black set. After Wheelock we headed down to Far East where we sat at 7-11 for drinks and smokes. Next stop was Paragon's Toys 'R' Us where we let loose and allowed ourselves to act like kids during our secondary school days. We started throwing small rubber balls at Harrold while he came after us with a foam sword. Our arsenal ranged from Spongebob plushie to Spiderman plushie to robotic arms to freesbies to plastic swords and guns etc.

After all the havoc and mess we made at Toys 'R' Us, we headed down to Cineleisure for dinner, we ate at the HongKong Cafe 'cause harrold wants to charge it to his parents with his sub-card.

After dinner, I got Joy to join us so we drove down to PS to pick her up and headed down to Upper Serangoon prata shop for a drink. Things went a little wrong between Joy and I, after awhile of fighting and pleasing...we are fine.

Headed down to Esso to get drinks when Joy decided to get an alcholic drink. After getting the drinks, we drove down to Seletar Dam where Harrold kinda got lost trying to find a short cut. We chilled, drank and chit-chatted till about 1am then we decided to head home.

Dropped Joy off first, sent her up and got my good night kiss before heading back to the car. Harrold then dropped Jon and I off near my place as Jon still wants to stay out and didn't wanna go home. Mummy called me at about 3am and asked me to go home, so Jon had to stay out alone. Chatted with Joy a bit when I got home, supposingly she fell asleep so I decided to create some pixel artwork using Photoshop. I created tiny Transformers icons as shown below and I also uploaded them onto my DeviantArt account.

Decepticon: Star Scream

Decepticon: Sky Warp

Decepticon: Thunder Cracker

Will be staying over at Joy's place 'cause her family has gone on a trip to KL and since she is gonna be home alone, I'm gonna go keep her company and look after her.

2007-06-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

When push comes to shove...

Haven't been blogging lately because I have been too lazy to do it...lots of things have happened lately.

The major one is Jon had a huge fight with his parents and he is still staying out. Lots of work has to be done at my work place...Gabriel, Angela, Jasmine and I have to work our guts out man! Everyday after work I will crash at home to try to complete my Monster Hunter Freedom.

Due to lack of sleep, I have fallen ill and I have been crashing at home for the past few days. Went to AMK Hub to do some window shopping then had dinner at some weird Japanese restaurant. As for today, I just stayed home to watch DVDs and TV...and also had a super heavy dinner!

Feel like going out tomorrow, anyone wanna come along? Or should I go visit an old friend? (Gotta check if she will be home...)
Anyways, I'm having a terrible headache so I'm gonna go sleep or lie down.

2007-06-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

My iPod earphones are DEAD!!!

To my horror, I discovered that my iPod earphones are dead!!! I borrowed Joy's as she wouldn't be using it for the time being and when I got home home, my younger sis gave me her Sennheiser earphones so I guess I wouldn't have to get a new one yet.

Anyway my bro-in-law got my elder sis a Nintendo DS Lite!!! I have been eyeing on it since I saw my little cousin Charlene played with hers during Chinese New Year. How I wish I had one, who would be a kind soul to get me one...

I gotta get a new casing for my PSP as well, it has a crack on the screen! Damn sad can???
I wanna get a clear red case from Far East...as for now, I'm gonna go rest 'cause I gotta work tomorrow and hopefully earn more money to get myself a DS Lite.

2007-06-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna be a dad!!!

IF what Angela asked Jasmine and I was true. Today at work, the admin team was kinda noisy as the 3 of us was talking and laughing all the way. Angela asked us something really really silly and funny, "Will I get pregnant if I frenched with my boyfriend?"

Jasmine and I decided to play along so I said, "YAH! You better not drink from the same straw as your boyfriend too!" Angela was shocked and replied, "I shared drink with him yesterday leh!" Jasmine then gave the 'panicked-look' and Angela panicked too and started to bomb her boyfriend. So Jasmine and I gave each other the 'hopeless-look'.

We then continued to make noise till work end and the funny thing is that they decided to laminate the drawing I did using their names. They even got their boyfriends all the way down to accompany them, I wonder if they might get jealous a not? I also did something using a toilet roll I found in the Gents, I will upload the pictures again...

Whatever it is, we went our seperate ways and I decided to get dinner for myself on my way home. If Joy is reading this, REST MORE and I'll see you real soon! I'll sent you a BIG KISS from here,

MUACK!!!

(With lotsa love...)

2007-06-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

Tired, tired, tired...

Haven't been blogging 'cause I'm too tired and lazy after work. Have been meeting Jon these few days 'cause of his relationship problem. I feel I'm like a volunteer love counsellor but I'm glad to help him out.

Anyway I'm hooked to Monster Hunter Freedom and I can't stop playing. I will play till wee hours before catching 2 or 3 hours of sleep before going to work. I havent been doing anything much other than playing PSP since I was transfered to Hougang HDB Branch Office. Im gonna stay for good as I really got nothing to do and I get to monitor the rest!

Since the first day of work, nobody ever called me by my name...

Jonathan the CEO calls me "Young man",
Jessica the Vice CEO calls me "Actor from HongKong",
Gabriel the Operations Manager calls me "Ultraman, Scientist and Xiao Shuai Ge",
and last but not the least Sandy the Manager calls me "Lasalle Boy".

Anyway Gabriel got me two helpers, Jasmine and Angela.

Here are shots of my working desks...

My desk back at Kovan main office

My desk at Hougang HDB Branch Office

Yes! I get paid to play PSP, listening to my iPod and chomp down on junk food...

This is what I do everyday, recording files and more files!

Anyway I just killed a house gecko that got into my room, have a look at the cute guy...

Where's my tail???

I'm watching...

What you see is not what you get!

I'm gonna go continue with my game, bring Joy's brother, Brandon out tomorrow for Shrek 3. Have a great weekend everyone!

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-05-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

Burp!

Just got home from supper with Joy, Jon and Jin. Nothing happened in these few days other than hanging out with Joy at her workplace and her room. I helped designed her pair of MaryJane and it is uploaded in my Deviant Art account ( http://galactikcaptain.deviantart.com )

Went shopping with Joy yesterday at Bugis, she bought quite a lot of stuff. Cabbed home to catch 28 Days Later together before I couldn't take it anymore and knocked out. My precious girl waked me up just to tell her good night.

Well I'm tired already and I've got work tomorrow so I'm turning in!

2007-05-25T12:00:00.000+08:00

I'm exhausted and tired out...tell me you'll gimme your hand and help me through.

Have been hearing things lately, I tried hard not to be affected 'cause between us there should be trust however the truth I heard from others are way more believable than what I get from you. You always avoid my questions, you avoid talking to me on the phone and you never wanna meet me. Exact behaviour whenever you drift away from me...

People have been persuading and telling me, sad to say dumping you is the majority vote. However I stand alone defending you, believing that you might come back to me. People often ask me, "Aren't you tired of trying?" My answer is always "No matter how tiring it is, I will still go on 'cause I love her."

Well people say I'm being too nice and stupid, she never loved me or cared about me and I'm probably some useless bum she can always fall back on. Many told me she won't appreciate me 'cause she knows I can't let her go but if I let her go, she will probably fly into someone elses's arms.

Tell me what to do? I'm sick of going through your constant cold shoulder and you telling me you wanna go play around...someone please save me!

Mood: Sad and lost

2007-05-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

Emotions are a problem...

Monday:
- Went to work as usual
- Went out after work

Tuesday:
- Went to work
- Went out after work
- Met Jon for a round of pool
- Helped him out on his relationship with Jin
- Talked and talked and managed to salvage it

Wednesday:
- Went to work
- Went out after work
- Met Jon and Jin for supper
- Glad to see them as loving as ever

To Jyne:
I'm so sorry I should have got back to you and I promise to meet you sometime soon for dinner.

As for myself, I feel my relationship with Joy is on the rocks again. However she feels otherwise but whatever it is I guess I'll just go with the flow. Maybe things might turn for the better 'cause for now it is...

Mood: Tired and bored due to my work

2007-05-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

I got a new haircut!

Met Wan in the afternoon to get our haircut at Cityhall. He trimmed his hair while I went for something different.

I had a 'Bang' haircut

After our haircut we headed down to Funan for dinner while waiting for Brandon to come meet us. After dinner we headed down to Orchard to take a look at Cheap Monday jeans, unfortunately there were no new arrivals other than April 77.

Brandon joined us at Heeren and three of us went off to do some walking and window shopping. Before we headed home, we slacked outside Hippo Tours office and made ourselves look like fools. Other than that, nothing much happened and sadly I have to go to work again tomorrow.

Mood: Bored!

2007-05-19T04:13:00.000+08:00

Things happen for a reason or maybe not?

Sometimes I wonder...

Are we better than animals?

Animals fight for survival, for mates, for food and also for territory but human beings fight over STUPID THINGS like money, staring incidents, kiasu-ness etc.

Anyway it's 4.19am and here I am blogging 'cause I just got home from a night out with the gang. Ended work at 5.30pm today then rushed home to take a shower and get changed before heading down to Vivo to meet the gang.

Waited for everyone to arrive before heading to Thai Accent for dinner, there were Daniel, Andrena, Felix, Euphe, Ivy, Gabriel, Wan, Brandon and yours truly. However Brandon left after the food came as he needed to rush over to Elaine's to celebrate her mum's birthday. The food was not bad and my BESTFRIEND, Joy joined us after our dinner and we decided to grab a drink before heading up to the open area to slack and chat. We left Vivo at about 11.30pm but Gabriel didn't want to go home so early so Wan and I decided to accompany him then Ivy and Andrena decided to join us too. So the gang decided to take a train down to Orchard while Daniel, Felix and Euphe got off at Outram station as they were heading home. The rest continued the ride till Dhoby Ghaut before switching over to Orchard. Joy continued the ride home while the rest of us heading to McCafe to drink and chat.

We chatted and made noise from 12 midnight till 3am before separating to take the NightRider home. Ivy and Andrena took their bus to Yishun while Gabriel, Wan and I took our bus back to Hougang and Sengkang.

I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to Andrena, Ivy, Gabriel, Wan and especially Joy for listening to me and giving me advices. Gonna meet Wan again later for a haircut so that's all for now...

Night everyone!

2007-05-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

Started work today...

Hello everybody! Sorry that I didn't update often lately 'cause I was busy on the hunt for job and by the time I reach home, I'm either too tired or too lazy to update.

Anyway I got a job already, an admin job in a small HDB office in Kovan. The pay was alright and the work load is light so overall I'm quite happy with the job.

Oh by the way someone from UK fancies my 'Zine', Ed-diction! 'cause I posted it on Deviant Art. He wants me to ship it over to UK but I can only negotiate with him after I get my works back from sampling in school. I'm so damn happy! I also took part in Deviant Art's Skin a Scion competition, go to this link to view my works...

http://galactikcaptain.deviantart.com/

Thanks for the support!

Met Jon after work today, went to PS for dinner. After dinner we talked about his new girlfriend, Jin and I could tell he really likes her. Then the idiot decided to surprise her with a gift and flowers so I brought him on the hunt for the stuff. After the shopping, we headed to her place so he could surprise her and surprisingly she was so touched that her eyes were teary.

After all the drama we headed home but stopped at the coffeeshop for a drink and a chat. So here I am, gonna settle some stuff online before turning in. I've got work tomorrow at 8.30am and one more thing there is a girl from Lasalle in my office too!

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-05-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

Genting photos are up!

Here are the nonsensical photos we took at Genting...

Our room number.

View from our room at 7am.

Part 1 of 'Genting Drift'

Part 2 of 'Genting Drift'

Part 3 of 'Gentiing Drift'

More to come...

2007-05-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

Sushi, sushi and more sushi...early Happy Birthday to Joy!

For readers' info, the Joy whom will be mentioned in this entry is my BESTFRIEND not my girlfriend. Received a call from Wan at about 7.15am in the morning and he told me he wanted to go for the de-brief. I jumped outta bed and rushed home from babe's place to get dressed for school.

De-brief was alright, not a waste of time from what I expected. My overall result for this term is good so I got nothing to worry about. After de-brief, I headed up to the 3rd and 4th floor to view the BA Hons students' works and man were their works GOOD!

After viewing, Wan and I joined the gang for Sakae sushi at Wheelock. It was such a huge group that we took up 2 tables, the boys and the girls.

Boys: Brandon, Gabriel, Daniel, Felix, CK, Wan, Justin and I
Girls: May, Euphe, Andrena, Joy and Ivy

As usual we all starved ourself till 3pm and gobbled sushi like pigs. Even the girls didn't bother about being unglamourous while the guys drawed lots to finish up all the gross and yucky sushi.

Boys: approx. 80 plates
Girls: approx. 50 plates

As we planned to celebrate Joy's birthday in advance, we gave her a surprise Birthday cake and sang a surprise Birthday song. It sure was a super fun session at Sakae with all the eating games and passing notes on the belt to strangers etc.

After sushi we headed down to Far East as Joy wanted to get a gift for her mom for Mother's Day and we bumped into Raz and his friends. We couldn't find anything so we headed down to Cineleisure to get a room for movie while Joy headed to Shaw House to continue looking for a gift. We rented the movie Silk and squeezed about 9 people in that tiny room. There were Daniel, Ivy, Joy, Andrena, Wan, Brandon, Felix, Gabriel and me. The show is quite nice, exciting and alil' freaky and the girls couldn't stop screaming. After the show, we all headed home while Joy headed down to Dhoby Ghaut to look for Matt and gang.

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND!!!

2007-05-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

Home sweet home while sampling in school sucks!

Back home from Genting last night and I'll upload the pictures as soon as possibe. Today I woke up early in the morning and took a cab down to school for sampling. Set up in less then half an hour and we were told to leave and the stupid thing is that we got to set up today while the external examiners are only coming in next month!

Anyway I'm in urgent need of a job so anyone out there who has lobang...please contact me!

Got tagged from Hervie and Kooch : (Sorry for the late entry 'cause I just got back)

5 things people rarely know about me...

I used to play with my sisters' Polly Pocket and also used to love ripping Barbie doll heads off.
I used to speak in the third person.
I still keep ALL my toys from my childhood.
I cannot look at a person's eyes for too long in a conversation.
I sing whenever I'm alone after watching a horror or ghost film.

5 things on me i should have thrown but I just couldn't...

My waste materials from school.
My old clothes 'cause it's for memories sake.
My old shoes 'cause I collect shoes.
My old Playstation games which has horrible graphics 'cause I collect games too.
My collection of sketchbooks.

5 things on me that i really like it much...

Dolce & Gabbana glasses.
Yellow Adidas watch from Joy.
MacBook Pro.
Apple iPod.
PSP.

I tag : Pauline, Jolene , Crystal, and Joyz!

2007-05-02T00:34:00.000+08:00

Leaving tonight...

Just finished eating my instant noodles, met up with the gang today for dinner and pool. Went to The Labryinth to play pool, it costs $13.80 per hour but the table, cues, balls and ambience are excellent!

Met up with Wan in the afternoon to go get his pouch from Muji, Paragon. Brandon was supposed to join us but as usual he was late but this time round it's a little overboard. We bombarded his phone from 3.45pm all the way till 5.30pm but he only called us back at about 6pm. He then turned up with Elaine then Glenna, Terence, Monica and Nam joined us. After dinner we took a bus down to Sunshine Plaza to get to the pool parlour. Played from 8.30pm till about 10plus.

Brandon and Elaine left first while the rest of us went for beancurd, Monica's treat. After supper we decided to head home, Terence and Glenna took a cab while Nam headed the opposite direction from Wan, Monica and me. Monica then took 166 home while I took 147 with Wan, went over his place to get my A1 board before heading home.

Here's something for you guys to ponder,

"What will you do if your buddy treats you like you are invisible while he/she takes intiative to talk to everyone except you?"

Anyway I'm leaving tonight so just leave a message if you have anything to inform me, good night everyone!

2007-05-01T02:21:00.000+08:00

To everyone out there, enjoy your Labour Day!

Nothing much happened lately, stayed over at Joy's place for a couple of days. Supposed to meet Jon yesterday for dinner but he cancelled on me at the very last minute thus I ended up eating dinner alone.

Think I'll be meeting Wan later, we're going down to Tamaris so Wan can get his haircut while I get the price for my dreads from Elson. I will be leaving tomorrow night at 10pm so for those who are looking for me just sms, email or tag on my blog, Friendster is fine with me too. I will be back faster than you guys can call out my name so don't miss me too much! Anyway just in case, I will be leaving on 2nd May and I'll be back on 6th May and I gotta go back to school to meet the Dean on the 7th. Busy busy busy! I hope I'll get good news or results for the sampling...

Alright, enough of crappin' and I wish everyone out there

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!

2007-04-28T10:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday...

Jon bought his PSP, he got the white console and also a game, Monster Hunter: Freedom. I also checked out the price for my lip piercing. For stud piercing would be $65 while ring piercing would be $55. By the way I met Jestina at Far East Plaza and it has been a while since I last saw her, she has grown prettier though.

I also did something which I never thought I will do, I went to Hougang Plaza to play pool! Thanks to Jon who insisted of playing pool there, I went to a place where I was completely surrounded by Ah Bengs. The place SUCKS TO THE CORE! The table sucks, the cues suck, the balls suck, the ambience sucks, the crowd is the suckiest of all! I don't think I would ever wanna go back there again...

Anyway I stayed over at Joy's place to play Myth War.

2007-04-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

Contemplating...

Whether I should get my lip pierced? Have been thinking for awhile and Joy likes it too. Even if I were to get it pierced, which side should I pierce? Brandon has got his right side pierced so I do not know if I should pierce the right side too? Ok I know I'm being a pussy, but the main issue is...

will I look like an Ah Beng???

Anyway, I'm meeting Jon later in the evening at Far East Plaza and IF I'm getting my lip pierced it will be TODAY and at FAR EAST Plaza.

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-04-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

Ending assessment with a BANG!

Finally the assessment is over and I'm glad to say it ended with a BANG! The only shitty thing is that I have to re-print my namecards for sampling as everyone took them away and also to bring everything back to school again next week. I don't know if I should be happy that they took my works for sampling, even my Visual Essay. Ginette kinda hint that it is a good thing so let's cross my fingers and pray I might get scholarship or internship?

Anyway went Orchard during our 6 hours break, had a heavy lunch at Lucky Plaza's Ayam Penyet. After eating we headed down to Cineleisure to play lan while some of them rented a room to watch DVD. Anyway on our way to Cine, we saw this guy wearing the Flesh Imp T-shirt I designed for their 6th anniversary. I wonder if they are selling it in their store?

Counter-Strike: Monica, Ivan, Terence, Willy, Joy and me

Joy: I wanna sit with my bestfriend!
Me: Eh...
Joy: Come, come!
Me: Ivan I change place with you ah?
Ivan: Ok no prob!

*Note to self, never play CS with Joy by my side 'cause she always pinch me when I kill her.

DVD: Wan, Brandon, Ivy, Irene, Kooch, Hervie, Andrena and Daniel

I'm super duper tired today, gonna sleep early!

2007-04-23T17:57:00.000+08:00

Happy belated birthday Brandon!!!

Sunday:
- Went to Sunshine Plaza to collect my A1 assessment boards with Brandon.
- Went home to leave the boards at home. (Had to lie to him so that he wouldn't know about the surprise dinner)
- Went to Plaza Singapura to meet Wan and to look for Elaine. (Couldn't get to her, Daniel wanted to change the venue for dinner)
- Sad to say she ended work early.
- Rushed down to Bugis to meet Euphe.
- Waited for almost an hour for Daniel, Felix and Gabriel to come meet us. (Called Brandon but asked for Elaine and had to lie about the change of plan using part-time job as a cover)
- Had a surprise dinner with the birthday boy, Brandon at Pastamania.
- Andrena joined half-way.
- Went TCC to have a drink, chill and chit-chat.
- Had group photo shoot before taking a bus home with Wan and Gabriel.
- Had a SUPER GREAT TIME with the gang.

*We hope you had a great time,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON!!!

Today:
- Spent a long time at Ang Mo Kio waiting for the gang to have their stuff printed.

*Nothing much happened today other than seeing a little girl shit infront of a Nippon Paint shop. What is wrong with people nowadays??? How can a mother let her daughter walk up to somebody's shop and shit at their door step? The girl then cried as nobody cleaned her ass, as for the mom, she merely cleaned her ass and left the shit there! An awful and horrible sight! They are fine examples of

UGLY SINGAPOREANS!!!

2007-04-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

More muggin' for assessment...

Went Sunshine Plaza yesterday in the afternoon with Brandon and Wan, I had my namecards printed out without any problems. However my A1 print appeared to have a huge problem thus resulting in not being able to print and mount.

After we had our namecards printed out, we headed to Plaza Singapura. Brandon wanted to get food for Elaine. After that they headed down to Taka's Art Friend while I headed to Outram to meet Joy.

Joy coming my house to stay! Anyway I'm at MacDonald's now with Brandon, Wan and Joy. They two guys are doing their A1 layout while Joy is playing her online game. As for me, I'm just relaxing in a corner blogging...

2007-04-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

Assessment is killing me!!!

Wednesday:
- Went to Wan's place to take shots of my 'Zine' and Photography Album.
- Waited for Brandon to come and have his shots, they played Winning Eleven 10.
(Wan's telly screen is pink)
- Came back home, Wan wanted to use the toilet.
- They saw my ultimate game collection.
- Went to Brandon's place to start working on our namecards, they played Winning Eleven 10 again and also played with his drums.
(This time round, Brandon's telly screen is blue...seems like only my telly works perfectly)
- Work till 9.30pm, went to YCK MRT station to meet Elaine and Joy.
- Took a bus down to Thomson's Prata House to have supper together.
(As usual Wan ate like there is no tomorrow)
- Went to an old playground to chill out and chit chat.
- Took the last bus back to YCK MRT station.
- Walked to NYP's bus-stop and crapped around for a while.
- Walked to the new MacDonald's in AMK.
- Ate again before taking a cab home.

Thursday:
- Collected my new spectacles!
- Met Wan and Brandon to get papers from Fancy Papers.
- Had an early dinner at Bras Basah foodcourt before heading to National Library.
- Started on my A1 print's layout and stayed till closing.
- Took a bus down to Dhoby Ghaut together.
- Met Elaine for awhile while Wan collected Brandon's 'Zine' from her.
- Walked to Peace Centre to take 147 with Wan.
- Dropped at Serangoon interchange to get supper for myself.
- Wan took bus 82 while I took bus 109.

I'm dead beat now, gonna go to sleep...Night night everybody!

* Pauline don't be sad, you'll still get to see your boyfriend even though he's going to Tekong.

2007-04-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

Assessments left...

Saturday:
- Joy had a bad stomachache at work.
- She closed early and went home to rest.
- I went over to her place to look after her, she slept the whole day.
- I played Myth War, it's nice but I couldn't figure out how to save so I lost my game data.

Great game!

- I stayed over, bought supper for her and watched telly till late.

Sunday:
- Sent Joy off to work at Serangoon MRT station in the morning.
- Went home to catch a nap.
- Met Jon and went down to Joy's workplace together.
- Went to eat with Jon before he went off to Sentosa.
- Went Vivo City with Joy after she knock off.
- Ate at Carl's Junior for dinner and bumped into Darren and Alexis.
- Joy bought a tank top and hot pants from Topshop.
- Sent her off Kovan and I took a bus home.

Monday:
- Went back to school early in the morning to clean up the classrooms.
- Painted a few walls.
- Went Bras Basah to eat with Ivy, Brandon, Wan, Gabriel, Daniel and a girl whose name is May. (I think)
- Bought a wooden DIY toy car from Art Friend for assessments.
- Went to Bugis to kill some time with Ivy and Wan.
- Sent Ivy off to the Toy Musuem before catching a bus home with Wan.
- Went to the optician to get myself a new pair of glasses.
- Got myself a pair of DOLCE & GABBANA old school black glasses.
- Fixed and coloured my wooden car.

Today:
- Met Wan and Brandon at Serangoon Central for lunch.
- Catched a bus down to Haji Lane, Arab Street.
- Met Kooch at Bugis and headed to Shaw Tower for a drink and guys' talk.
- Sent Brandon and Kooch off before heading down to Candy Empire, Millenia Walk with Wan.
- Got myself $5 worth of chocolates. (Actually there is only 3 pieces)
- Took a bus home with Wan.

Tomorrow:
- Meeting Wan and Brandon again to take photos for assessments.

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-04-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

I wore a tie to school...

Today I wore a tie to school and everyone asked me why, Ginette said my tie was cute and tried to touch it. Anyway, here is what Joy made for me for dinner the other day.

I want my favourite Pocket Potato!

Anyway I got the photo from Hervie for the Sakae Showdown last Thursday...

This is only the first wave!

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-04-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

LIBERATION!!!

Yesterday Joy made dinner for me and it's super delicious especially the Pocket Potato!!!

THANKS FOR DINNER DEAR!

Anyway here are the photos of my underground work for that night in school...

This ain't a scene, it is ME!

Love/Sex!

Tentacles, on whiteboard

The Gathering, back door

Phantom + Free Dumb, front door

Free Dumb by Wan, table

Gonzo, on softwall

Figgy, by the window

Finally installation art is done, final major burden off! Now all I have to do is finish up the remaining stuff for assessments then I'm ready to go for a short holiday in Genting with Joy!
As for Pauline, I think I'm still gonna try out the idea of using matchsticks. Anything gimme a call k? If it's possible then try to do one using nylon strings and beads.

That's all for today I guess, gonna go watch telly without any worries!

2007-04-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

Staying over-night in school is damn fun!

Stayed over in school last night with Monica and Wan. I went to complete my installation while they were busy setting up and making sure everything goes well. We went to petrol kiosks opposite school to get supper and drinks, I bought 2 curry puffs, Ruffles chips and ice lemon tea.

Then Wan had to do things to scare everyone from going to the toilet. First he complained how the lights in the Gents never seem to work and was in pitch dark. Secondly he has to go play with the door of the electrical store next to the Ladies, scared everyone as the chair inside made funny noises. Last of all, he keeps complaining that school is haunted.

The three of us have to end up using the Ladies, yes even the guys! Monica got to pee first while i stand guard outside the cubicle and vice versa. I also had loads of fun trying to scare Monica and Wan while Fitria got freaked out so much by me!

I ended up doodling everywhere in the class, will upload the photos when I'm free. Gotta go do my work now, nightie night!

2007-04-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

Paper cups showdown continues...

Hung-out at:
Yesterday: Joy's workplace.
Today: Same.

Ate at:
Yesterday: Bugis.
Today: HongKong Cafe, Kovan.

Shopped at:
Yesterday: Bugis Junction and Bugis Street.
Today: Heartland Mall.

Bought:
Yesterday: Topman Neck Tie.
Today: Air freshener.

I gotta rush alil' to complete my remaining...

22 CUPS!

So that's all for today folks! Nightie night!

2007-04-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

Visual Essay done!!!

After many days of mayhem and rushing, I finally submitted my Visual Essay. Surprisingly I wasn't called out to present my concept and stuff. I also got my Design Journal back, I got Class 2 upper and I'm quite happy with the results.

I was late for school for the first time today because I stayed behind with Wan to help Brandon with his printing which was screwed up after hours of editing and printing. Luckily Hidayah wasn't pissed or anything.

After school, I got to hang out with Monica, Hervie, Kooch and Wan. We went for Sakae Sushi at Wheelock. We ordered like tons and tons of food, when the food arrived, Monica and I kinda got a shock with the amount of food placed on our table and that was only the first round. After managing to shove everything down, we were filled to the point of puking.

After eating we went to Zara before heading down to Taka's Art Friend as Hervie wanted to get her acrylic sheets. We saw JOLIN TSAI but didn't get the chance to take photos or autograph from her. After Taka, we went Heeren to look at Cheap Monday jeans, Hervie is getting one too.

While we were at Heeren, Brandon called and wanted to join us. Met him at Starbucks opposite Cineleisure where we sat to drink, chit-chat and read each others Design Journal.

Hervie and Brandon got into a FIGHT, throwing thrash at each other...

After Brandon finished his food, we left for home...I took bus with Monica and Wan. Now I'm kinda sleepy and I feel like sleeping. So that's all folks!

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-04-02T00:39:00.000+08:00

Filled to the brim...

Just got home from supper with Wan, Brandon and his girlfriend. I finished having my dinner then 1/2 an hour later Wan texted me to go for supper at Thomson with them. I agreed and rushed down to Thomson, upon ordering I realised I can't eat anymore so I got myself a cup of teh tarik.

Wan ate like mad as usual, he ordered a plate of nasi goreng and 2 paper prata with honey and a can of green tea. Brandon and his girlfriend ordered 2 kosong prata, curry chicken, ice milo and ice teh tarik. Wan practically stuffed himself with all the food he ordered, after he was done we then walked to the bus-stop to take a bus home.

I'm kinda sleepy now, gotta go get some rest...NIGHT EVERYONE!

2007-03-31T23:45:00.000+08:00

Tiring but fun day...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!

Just got back from a day out with Joy. Woke up early in the morning to go get flowers for the birthday girl. Left for Ang Mo Kio at around 8.30am, reached there at about 9.30am to get some drinks, candies and a sandwich. Took bus 138 from AMK interchange and reached zoo at about 10.45am then headed to the counter to look for Fitria.

She got us in and the day of fun began, we had a great time at the zoo but sad to say some of the animals are moved away as their enclosures are being renovated. Took quite a lot of photographs, watched a feeding show before leaving zoo to have lunch at KFC.

Left zoo at about 3pm then headed back to AMK to go take a look at the new AMK Hub. Nothing much to shop though, had our dinner at around 6pm then headed to Joy's home. Discussed about the Genting/Sunway Lagoon/Kuala Lumpur trip and came to a conclusion that I might be able to tag along.

Joy played her game while I was left alone watching TV, finally I couldn't stand it as I was falling asleep. Left her house at about 10.30pm...and here I am back at home blogging.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!

2007-03-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

Going to the zoo tomorrow!

I am so excited 'cause...

I'm going to the zoo tomorrow after so many years!!!

2007-03-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

Bangkok, Bangkok here I come!

Since you are not joining me then I guess I'll be going on holiday with my friends. I hope you have fun in Genting with your friends and take good care of yourself.

Ginette is very please with my work so far and I'm almost done with my Visual Essay. Joined Wan and Brandon for dinner after class, chatted quite a lot with them today. We were talking about going backpacking with Gabriel in Thailand but Wan and I prefer going there to chill. Planning to psycho them to go relax instead of backpacking and also get more people to go.

My sister told me that JetStar is offering a promotion for air tickets to Bangkok at $22 without airport tax. Super cheap and worth it man! Gonna confirm with the rest later in school so I can start planning and booking!

*DAMN EXCITED MAN!!!

2007-03-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Super duper uper tired...

Woke up earlier than I was suppose to and reached school at 8.30am when class actually starts at 11am, I got mixed up with Friday's timetable. Studio today was boring and troublesome.

I'm just super tired to blog, I just finished compiling my book for my Visual Essay. All I have to do now is to finish illustrating the booklet. Gonna show Ginette my paper cups tomorrow, I hope she will be please with it.

Anyway if YOU are goona change your mind about something please let me know! Don't make me go check up and collect info like a fool and tell me last minute YOU don't wanna go anyway. Don't get me excited and then take it away, waste of time and effort.

Gotta go get some sleep, nighty night guys!

2007-03-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

Genting or Bangkok?

Well well well, I'm in a dilemma between going to Genting or Bangkok. Holiday is coming and I seriously need a break, I'm stressing out too much with the work load.

If I'm going to Genting, I'll get to relax first then work later but if I'm going to Bangkok, I'll have to work for a couple of months first so that I have enough money to splurge there. HOW??

Here is a preview of my paper cups showdown,

Devy The Devil

Cybog

Freek

Spike

Octy

The Face

Swampy

ME!!!

Black

Pyre Bird

E-Cat

McD

TinMan

Blob

ME again!

Anyway nothing much happened today so I'm just gonna end here...

2007-03-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

Essay done!

Finally i manged to complete my essay, 1938 words! Went to Taka's Art Friend in the afternoon to buy papers and mounting board to make my booklet for my Visual Essay. Spent about 2 hours just to choose the colour of paper to use. Got a black Copic for my paper cups too and then headed to Orchard Popular to get black pins. I gotta get back to completing my paper cups...NIGHT!

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-03-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

Paper cups showdown continues...

Stayed home to continue spraying my cups black and illustrating on them.

10 cups done...

53 more to go!

2007-03-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

Paper cups showdown!

School:
- Went for morning class that ended at 10am when it starts at 9.30am.
- Stayed back to try out the projector with Raz, Hadi, Nam, Jenny, Jiajun and Sukyi.
- Projected our photo on the wall of Room 406 and started doodling.

Group photo: Nam, Raz, Hadi, Jaymz and me (Cannot rotate again!)

Back at home:
- Had my brunch.
- Fell asleep.
- Woke up at about 2pm and washed up.
- Went Hougang Point NTUC to look for paper cups.
- Went to Hougang Mall to look for paper cups.

I managed to get hold of paper cups at a least expected store, a store that sells tidbits only but God knows why there are paper cups shoved in a corner of the shop. Bought 1oo paper cups and so far I managed to plan out eveything and got some of the cups done.

This is the rough size of my Installation Art.

Cups sprayed: 3
Cups illustrated: 2
Cups not touched: 60

Visual essay: 500 words
VE booklet: Not done
Assessment identity namecard: Not done
Assessment promotional item: Also not done

Man I'm so short of time! So many things to do but so little time!!!

*RUSH RUSH RUSH...HELP!

2007-03-23T02:49:00.000+08:00

Long day but I had fun...

Just got home from a day out with Joy, Diana and James. Met Joy and Diana at about 2pm in school today as Diana has an interview today. Instead of being in class for Hidayah's lecture, I was at the Fine Arts block DRINKING and CHIT-CHATTING with Joy while waiting for Diana.

After the interview, we went down to Diana's place to leave her stuff and also get changed. Headed down to Orchard where the two of them engaged in shopping spree. Anyway we had Pasta Mania for dinner which I ended up stuffing myself too much! Oh oh oh, I went to Zara and saw this shirt that I really really like.

This is how it looks with my Cheap Monday pants (Cannot rotate!)

After all the shopping was done, Diana wanted to meet James for a midnight movie so she asked Joy and me along. We caught Mr Bean's Holiday, the show was HILARIOUS but kinda meaningless and expected.

Drop-dead funny!!!

Well, I'm gonna go catch some sleep before I decide to skip Vincente's lesson again which I have been doing so for almost every Friday since January. Good night to everyone out there!

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-03-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

Installation Art approved!

Today Ginette approved my idea, luckily she allowed me to use illustrations for our work. Now my only worry is to make sure i finish illustrating on at least 70 paper cups. Loads of work to do and so little time, I'm gonna go work on my visual essay now. Two more days to meet up with the gang, I can't wait but for now I better get some work done.

Adios Amigos Muchachos!

2007-03-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!

Today is my...

19th BIRTHDAY!!!
Not to forget Jon Loo's birthday too!

Nothing much happened today, went to school in the morning for class then to Dhoby Ghaut after class. Met Joy to get some stuff, she wanted to buy felt to make something for me. Anyway I seem to be able to read people's mind.

When buying felt at Spotlight...

Joy: "What colour felt should I get for you?"
Me: "You wanna make me a doll right?"
Joy: "Ehhhh...not fair! How did you know?"
Me: "I just know..."

After buying felt...

Joy: "I need to buy eggs."
Me: "You wanna draw on the egg shells for me right?"
Joy: "What the hell? How did you know? No fun!"

A few days ago when I was with Jon...

Jon: "Bro you are sure gonna love the present we are getting you."
Me: "OriginalFake T-shirt right?"
Jon: "Basket! How did you know?"

So how? Can I read people's mind? Somehow to a certain extent I guess? Well I guess that's all for today and once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME and Jon Loo!!!

2007-03-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

I feel so happy! I feel so pampered!

Handed in my journal today, finally a load off my mind. Went to Heeren's Queen Couture to get my Cheap Monday pants!

I can't believe I'm actually that skinny that I have to wear size 28, the sales girls there are like so shocked and kept saying, "Oh my god! You're SO SKINNY!" I hope Raz gets his Cheap Monday too. Then he, Wan and I can all wear to school together.

After class with Eugene, went bugis with Raz, Wan and Jerren. Wan wanted to look for a vest for himself and at the same time keep Raz company till his friend arrive.

However, to a CERTAIN SOMEONE, my birthday doesn't seem to matter to her! So I'm just ED to her, a SIMPLE GUY CALLED ED!!!! So sweet is'nt it??? Well, the more I care the more I get disappointed, my friends seem more bothered and excited about my birthday than you do!
So I guess that's all for today...

*Tomorrow is my 19th BIRTHDAY!!!

2007-03-17T23:52:00.000+08:00

Jounal due on Monday...

PANIC MODE!!!

Sorry guys for not updating much lately 'cause I'm busy with jounal and visual essay.

2007-03-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

I got my presents from babe already!!!

Went out with Jon and babe today, as Jolene was sick so we decided to postpone the actual celebration. Went to Billy Bombers for dinner before catching a movie at Cineleisure. Babe ate like a dinosaur today, she took part of my main course, dessert and ice cream. After the movie went to some coffeeshop near her place for her to grab her chicken wings.

Anyway we caught The Messenger, a freakin' shocking show and I got shocked a lot! So was babe and Jon, it was a great having two of the closest people around to spend a day with me.

Scary...

Babe got me a very nice bag from Adidas Originals and an Adidas watch. She even stayed up till 5am in the morning to make me a nice packaging for my presents! Thank you so very much babe, I LOVE YOU!

Gonna go take a shower and have my rest, I've got class tomorrow morning. NIGHT GUYS!
* I feel GOOD!!!

2007-03-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

New handphone for everyone!

Went out with my mum and younger sis in the afternoon to get new handphones. Mum got her Nokia 5300, my younger sis got her Sony Ericsson K618i while I got my Sony Ericsson K800i. Just finished setting up my phone.

Gonna meet the gang later at New York New York for dinner! Can't wait! Anyway I got a haircut with Wan after school, for the first time Wan went for a quite loud haircut but it looked good on him. I will update the photos I taken recently real soon so meantime just sit back and relax!

2007-03-14T00:25:00.000+08:00

Busy with my design journal...

I'm busy doing my work till now, taking a breather to blog. Nothing much happened today other than making a new friend early in the morning in my school canteen. Unless you are in my class if not you wouldn't understand what I'm talking about.

I found a huge female rhinoceros beetle!!! Wanted to bring her home but we were having a long day in school and I was afraid she might not make it till the end of the day so I let her go onto a tree when I went for my lunch break after Suangsuang's lecture.

She was huge man, the size of my thumb and I went around school scaring the girls with my new friend. The one with the biggest reaction was Raihan but the guys freaked out too, Hadi and Brandon.

We had our first photography studio today, we were required to take a portrait for each of our group members. My group(5 guys) made funny expressions and poses while the other groups were more formal. I will upload the pictures when I get them from Nam. I can't wait to book the studio so we can go mad again next Tuesday, studio is DAMN FUN!!!

I can't wait for Thursday, gonna start receiving birthday gifts? Well I'm more interested in having dinner with the gang at New York New York! Yummy!!!

I guess that's all for now, gonna continue with my journal and installation art idea for Ginette's class later. As for everyone out there, GOOD NIGHT and SWEET DREAMS!